They promised they would never hurt me
They promised to always care
It turns out those promises were ment to be broken
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This FF will include Abuse, Self harm, self hate, depression, anxiety, and eating disorder.
Please don't...
He goes to his closet and grabs the same clothes he wore yesterday. He heads out the door and repeats what he did yesterday. When he got back he saw Jin in the kitchen and Yoongi sitting on the couch. "Where have you been?" Jin asked kind of worried. 'Come up with an excuse so they don't get worried.' Ana said. "I went on a walk." Jungkook replied and walked up stairs to his room. "Everyone breakfast is ready!" Jin yelled from the kitchen. Everyone ran down stairs and started eating. While they were eating they got a call from pd-nim. "Hey boys I called to tell you that practice is canceled. We have to have an important meeting so you don't need to come in today." pd-nim said over the phone. "Okay I'll tell the boys, bye." Namjoon said before hanging up the phone. "He said we have the day off because they have an important meeting." Namjoon said before putting his plate in the sink. "How about we go to the mall." Tae suggested. "Sure." Jimin said while walking to his room to get ready to go. 'I'm gonna leave a note for Jungkook when the rest get in the car.' Yoongi thought to himself as he went to go get ready. After everyone was in the car Yoongi left the note one the kitchen counter and got in the van.
Jungkook's P.O.V
I went down stairs after I knew they would be done with breakfast. When I got to the kitchen I saw a note on the counter.
Dear Jungkook,
Me and the rest are going to the mall. I left some food in the fridge for you. I felt like you should know where we were so you don't worry.
From-Yoongi :)
'Like I would care.' I thought and threw the note away. 'I don't feel like waiting for them to come back, so I'll just go do something.' I thought to myself.
End of Jungkook P.O.V
BTS P.O.V
"Everyone here." Namjoon asked. "Yup everyone's here." Jin replied. *Once they got to the mall* "Okay so where should we go first." Jin asked. "I want to go to Gucci." Tae said. "I want to go to the food court." Said Jin. "I'll go with Jin." Namjoon and Hoseok said. "I'm gonna go to go to the gift shop." Jimin said. "How about you Yoongi?" Jin asked. "I don't know yet." Yoongi replied. "Okay so go where you want to and meet back here at 12 sharp." Jin said. "Okay the rest replied. *Time skip* "Okay is everyone here?" Jin asked. "Yup." They all replied. "Can we eat i'm hungry." Jin complained. "You're always hungry Jin. "Tae replied. "True, but let's go somewhere to eat." Jin said. "Okay!" They all replied.
End of BTS P.O.V
*Flashback to after Jungkook threw the note away.*
He got dressed and headed out to the cafe. When he got to the cafe he sat down at a table. "Welcome to Seoul Cafe. What would you like." The waiter asked. "Just water please." Jungkook replied. "You want anything else?" She asked. "No thanks." Jungkook replied. The waiter came back with Jungkook's water. After a few hours he heads back to the dorm. Once he got back in the dorm he hears a voice. 'You better get rid of the food Yoogi left you, so they don't find out, and get worried.' Ana said reminding Jungkook. 'Okay.' He replied. So he went to the fridge and threw away the food Yoongi left for him in the fridge. Right as he was done washing the plate in the sink he herd the doorbell. "Coming!" He yelld while running to the front door. He opened the door and saw people he didn't expect to see. "Hey." Tzuyu and Irene said to Jungkook. "Hey sis what you and Irene doing here?" Jungkook asked. "Can't a girl see her Bff." Irene said. "And can't a girl see her older brother." Tzuyu said. "Well I guess your right. Come on in." Jungkook said. They sat down on the couch when the rest walked in. "Oh, hey Tzuyu and Irene what you guys doing here?" Yoongi asked while everyone else was confused. "Hey Kookie did you tell anyone about me and Irene?" Tzuyu whispered to Jungkook. "Only Yoongi." Jungkook whispered back. "Hi I'm Tzuyu Jungkook's sister and this is Irene his BFF." Tzuyu said to the boys. "Hello my Name is Namjoon I'm the leader. THis is Jin, Yoongi Hoseok,Jimin, and Taehyung." Namjoon said while pointing at each person. "Nice to meet you guys." Tzuyu said. "Hey kook can we talk for a sec." Namjoon asked though it sounded more like a command. Jungkook walked with Namjoon. "After they leave your gonna get it." He said then went back to the others. "Hey kook can we go to your room?" Irene asked. "Let me clean up a little first." Jungkook said and went upstairs. 'You need to hide anything that could worry people.' SHM said. 'Okay.' He replied. Jungkook hid the blades and first-aid kit first. Then he hid his Journal. After he was done he went down stairs. "You guys can come on up now." Jungkook said while walking next to Tzuyu. "Wait, Jungkook you didn't give me my hug yet." Irene said with crazy eyes. Right as Irene said the Jungkook started to run away and Irene chased him. Everyone was laughing at how silly they were being. Finally Irene caught Jungkook and lifted him up in a bear hug. "You seen lighter than last time." Irene said and put Jungkook down. "Let's just go to my room." Jungkook said. The girls and Jungkook went up to his room and caught up with each other. After a hour Jin yelled, "Dinner is ready!" They all came down stairs. "I'm just gonna go to the cafe down the street." Jungkook said heading to the door. "We'll join you." Irene said walking to the door with Tzuyu. "Ok sis and noona let's go." Jungkook said while walking out the door. 'Welp I guess that plan failed.' Jungkook thought to himself while he got into Irene noona's car. Once they got into the cafe the cashier said "Welcome to Seoul Cafe what would you like." "I will take a salad." Tzuyu said. "I'll take a tea and a ham sandwich." Irene said. "Hey kookie what do you want?" Irene asked him. "I'll take a water and a soup." Jungkook said. "Okay i'll be right back with your order." The cashier said. "Ok I'll wait for the food and you guys get us a table." Irene said. Tzuyu and Jungkook nodded and went to go find a table. After 10 minutes of waiting Irene came to the table they found with their food. Right as Jungkook was gonna start eating his soup he heard a voice. 'Are you really gonna eat 'that'." Ana asked. 'I have to or they will get suspicious.' Jungkook replied. After 20 min they all finished and headed back home. 'You better get rid or the the food you ate or you'll end up getting fat.' Ana said harshly. 'Okay, okay I will.' Jungkook replied. Jungkook went up stairs to the bathroom. He keeled down in front of the toilet and herd Ana say 'Come on it's not like you haven't done this before.' Jungkook shoved two fingers down his throat until he felt vomit come up his throat. He started to throw up, but because luck isn't on his side Jin passed by the bathroom. "OMG Jungkook are you okay." Jin asked worriedly. After Jungkook finished throwing up everything he just ate Jin put him in his bed. "Hey Irene and Tzuyu could you take care of Jungkook tonight since he just threw up." Jin asked. "Yes we will Jin." Irene said and went to his room. They ended up taking care of Jungkook all night in the morning they told Jungkook that they had to leave. "Remember we will be back in a week." Tzuyu said while getting in Irene's car. "K, bye sis and noona." Jungkook said while waving bye. He headed back inside to see an angry Hoseok and Namjoon. "So I guessing you were pretending to be sick to get attention. You know since you seem fine now." Namjoon said while walking closer. "Huh." Jungkook said. "I guess you need another lesson." Namjoon said and walked up to Jungkook and pushed him against the wall. He punched him in the stomach until he tumbled over in pain. "That will teach you." Hoseok said walk by kicking him before leaving. After a few minutes he got up and went to his room. "You seem stressed why not cut a little." SHM said. 'Ok I guess.' Jungkook replied grabbing his blade. He rolled up his sleeve not caring if he already cut on that arm a few days ago. He cut until he felt a little better. He cleaned up and sat on his bed. Little did he know that he didn't have his bedroom door fully closed and Yoongi ended up walking by his room while he was cutting. After starting at the ceiling which felt like hours, but was only a few minutes. He was just thinking and decided to text his friend. Jungkook is bunny 🐰. Seulgi is teddy bear 🧸
Bunny 🐰: Hey bear was up
Teddy bear 🧸: What do you want you usually don't text me.
Bunny 🐰: I need advice
Teddy bear 🧸: What kind?
Bunny 🐰: Just call I'll tell you.
Teddy bear 🧸: ok Incoming call Teddy bear 🧸 accept ✅ decline❎ Accept✅ "Hey what you need?" Seulgi said. "I need to get out my emotions some how, so tell me what to do." Jungkook said. "How about you write out your feelings." She suggested. "I'll try thanks for the advice teddy bear." "No problem bunny." Jungkook hung up the phone and grabbed a piece of paper. 'I'll write a letter to Jin hyung.' Jungkook thought.
Dear Jin hyung, Seulgi told me to write out my feelings,but I'd rather talk in person, so If you want to know about how I'm feeling meet me in my room tomorrow at 8:00 pm. Thanks, Jungkook.
After he was done he was done writing the letter he went to the kitchen cause he knew Jin would be there. "Jin this is for you." Jungkook said. "What is it?" He asked. " I don't know?" Jungkook lied. "Okay, thanks." Jin said. Jungkook went upstairs and went to bed knowing tomorrow was going to be hard. 1 they had dance practice. 2 He was gonna have to open up to Jin. 3 He had to be alive to do so. He shut out the voices and fell asleep.
Boom 1793 word ( yes I'm going to do this all the time) Anyway sorry for the wait but here's the Jungkook pic of the day and # of the day.
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#copkook #copkookarrestme2k19 Anyway remember I purple you 💜💜💜💜💜
Also remember cop kook I s fucking hot. I died. R.i.p wanna be Wattpad writer. Ok that's all bye💜💜💜💜
