Bigamy (Ace x Reader x Sabo) -Complete-

Chapter 30: Truth

(A/N): Heads up! There is Spanish in this, translation is found at the very end with this mark: *

It's been three months since your contract with Sabo. Every visit with him is confidential. Every visit involves steamy, raw passionate sex. Some of them meaningless at first as you only lust in wanting to be relieved from your stress. Sadly enough, Sabo did not mind the advantage. As long as you call him, beg for only his touch he is content. That's all he ever wanted from his beloved. To be needed. At some point you pitied the man. He no longer made you feel pain replaced by sadness and warmth. Sadness because although he brought up the suggestion, he was willing to let you take full advantage as long as he is able to be around you. He reminds you of a puppy. Warmth, well-after your sweet encounter, Sabo always stays by your side showering you with affection. All the cuddles you could ever want instead of leaving as you always feared after every intimacy. He reminds you of how well he took care of you. You felt like a school girl sneaking him at different hours at a night. Always appearing when during Law's shift.

During Valentines day, you had called him in after a stressful test. He appeared with a stuffed bear, flowers, and a new metal bat as promised. You blushed then scoffed at the sight of a new bat. "I know we're not dating, but it seemed like a courteous thing to do when your my partner. Plus I got you a bat for you to kick my ass with." He joked. You chuckle taking his gifts, setting them aside and simply pulling him inside. His gesture already set your heart and core running.

"Get in here lover boy." You demanded closing the door behind. It's safe to say that night was shared with so much love in the air. You lied in bed, talked as if you were indeed back together. You finally update him of what you have been up to. Going to college and chasing your dream. He was proud of you when you did tell him. He approved of your career path and taking the initiation. He questioned your funds. He even offered to pay for your classes. You knew he would say that. He loves to spoil you. You have your means and did not require his assistance. It was annoying how he can just spend how ever the hell he wants without consequences. You were appreciative for his kindness. one of your favorite traits about the man. He was not only kind to you, but others as well. He spoke and acts like a humble man. A humble man he is. Who would have thought regardless of their family riches there can exist a proper young man like Ace and Sabo. The way they're brought up and yet the family decides to live a simple life.

All these thoughts complicated your original feelings for the two. You know that deep down you still love them. How easily weakened you are by just Sabo is proof enough, yet there is more to the situation than you'd like to admit. A far more reasoning for ghosting. As you narrow down your thoughts, you sit on fence on the windiest day. The cool breeze brushing your skin as while you observe cattle graze from afar. You fiddle with a piece of tall grass as a certain Chaweenie pup runs up to greet you. You chuckle to the excitable puppy acknowledging it's appearance with gentle pats.

"Hey Luna. Looks like life on the farm is much better than cooped up in a house huh?" The dog you found with Ace, promised to care for her as a practice child took residency at your parent's ranch. As much as you wanted to keep Luna with you, you supposed Law isn't very fond of pets. In the end he confessed that he actually had a soft spot for them, but feared for allergies as he has never actually tried to have one nor have the time. You were distraught that you could actually bring Luna home, in fact he permitted you understanding some pets were therapeutic. You however no longer saw Luna as that. It was a harsh truth that she only reminds you of the empty promises the boys a have made over the years. The pain lingering every time you look at her. She is your child in some way and to think that Ace and Sabo can walk out on you with something so stupid made you fear the worse for the future. You despised them more as for the first time in your life you became afraid of the future. The pent up anger has subsided since then. Your principles, standards of love all tossed out the window coming to the fruition of romance being much difficult than it seems. All your words, meaningless. It's turned you to a hypocrite leaving you to be lost in the sea of your mind. The longer you drown in them the more frustrated you are to heading nowhere. Your feelings have now been encrypted as you attempt to decode the truth. A groan escapes your lips running in circles with ideas that seem endless with no answer.