Preferences and imagines
I made one book and now I'm starting fresh with another book. Hope you love it as much as the other one. Some of the imagines might use the same song or have the same idea but I will be eventually unpublishing the first book...
I sighed knowing that Jack wasn't going to pick up.
"I'm sorry but the person-" the voicemail machine started.
I hung up with a frown and decided to text him.
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I grabbed a pillow and threw it across the room before breaking down.
"He'll call back. He's just busy. He's been busy all week is all. He still loves you..."I tried to reassure myself but even I knew that something was wrong.
I calmed myself down and decided that I had to take actions or nothing was going to change. I grabbed my car keys and went to his apartment.
I knocked and he answered with a smile that turned into a frown.
"Can we talk?" I said with a cracking voice.
"Yeah, of course," he said with a guilty look.
I sat across from him on the couch and took a deep breathe.
"I don't know what happened. I don't know if you're mad at me, if I did something, if you just are done? I don't know Jack!" I began.
"It's not like that, I promise," he frowned.
"Lately I've been on a roller coaster, tryna get a hold of my emotions. But all that I know, is I need you close. I know that I'm obsessive and I love too hard and I'm good at overthinking with my heart. I mean how you even think it got this far?" I sniffled, "And I can be needy, way too damn needy, I know that I can be needy. But you can't lie, tell me how good it feels to be needed."
"Y/n I-"
"I can be needy, so hard to please me, but I know it feels so good to be needed. So I'm sorry if I'm up and down a lot, sorry that I think I'm not enough, and sorry if I say sorry way too much. You can go ahead and call me selfish, but after all this damage I can't help it. But what you can trust, is I need your touch. I admit that I'm a lil' messed up so I understand if you are done. But I don't want to give up. Because I need you right now Jack, I really really need you," I sobbed.
"I am so so sorry," he began while coming over to me.
"I love you so much Y/n, and I don't know why I've been so distant. I wasn't mad, I think I just needed a breather from everyone. Then when you called I thought you were mad and I didn't want to answer. I never meant to make you feel bad because you are my everything! I do not want to give up, and I promise you this will never happen again," he weakly said.
"I think I just need a little bit of time. I really need you but you weren't there for me and you promised you would be. Now that I know that we aren't done, I think we just need to figure out what's going to happen and I need time to forgive."
"I understand. Take all of the time you need but if you need me, text me. I will be right over, I promise you, no matter what."
I nodded, gave him a quick hug and went home. Even though I needed him, he hurt me. And I needed time. But I knew that once we fixed it, it's be okay.
