I was in Beta first. So I came in art club 30 minutes later. The art teachers were kind and understood that. I say they were kind because I love art. That's the only reason.
Around 5 minutes before we were going to leave. We start cleaning up when my friend Ana says," Can you pass me the bucket?" (Not real name by the way.) "Sure. I'll get it for you." I said trying to help. To help. Okay. I head to the other side on the long table to get the bucket. I get to diamond from the bucket.
" Can I get the bucket please?" I said that and she ignores me. Like WTH! Uhh I hate it.I walked to her waking to Ana. I kindly repeat " Can I get the bucket please?" I say as grabbing the bucket. She tries to pull the bucket from me. Meanwhile saying "No I can do it." I pull back not giving up. Since you guys don't know me. I don't give up that easy I'm a challenge.
" I said I could do it." I let go finally letting go and saying "You know what I'm done." As I finish I hear the teacher call me. She pulls me outside and we have a chat about if someone doesn't need help they don't need it. Also that the comment was really rude. Finally that she had the bucket first. She also said I had to apologise to her I agreed because I do not need a action plan.
Okay couldn't she let it go. Why did I have to get in trouble is it because diamond is the daughter of someone who works at the school. I hate it. Teachers shouldn't say anything I already a stressful day with anxiety and depression. I literally don't need another push.
"I'm sorry diamond." I said meanwhile anxiety saying hi." Oh it's fine." She said like it's all my fault. I headed to the side my friends were and they could tell there was going to be tears. They started to hug me and the teacher noticed and was glaring at me.
I started crying then the crying into sobbing. I know I shouldn't have cryed but guys I hate confrontation and this lowered myself esteem.
I started picking my self up telling them that I'm fine. They knew I wasn't but let go. Once we were out she didn't say anything to me. The teacher didn't apologise. Nothing.
I later went home thinking about this it wouldn't leave my mind even if I gave myself free time ,nothing. I continued studying for the social studies DA I had tommorow. I was really not in the mind set and just really not nervous.
I bet diamond told her mom because she started being nice to me the next day. Like be your true self diamond. And if diamond finds this book screw you.
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