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Have you ever got this feeling like your world is ending little by little? That your heart has been shattered into pieces. Being slowly replaced by a prettier, better version of yourself.
well I felt that feeling before ....it's not something you want to feel.
Especially when you like the person so much... just to find out he like someone else. All the those memories going down the drain turning into a complete waste.
Why is he putting me through this pain?
Making me hide all these feelings for him, forcing me to put this smile on my face every time I see them together. Covering up the fact I like him, hiding that I hated when they was together. I guess you can call it jealousy. I'm just hurt, that he could easily throw me away like a old t-shirt. I knew I should've known better than to get caught up in my feelings.
But I didn't listen to my gut and got myself hurt as always. I want to be mad at her but I can't because it's not her fault. It's his, he led me on, all the things he did to me had me crushing on him real hard. The staring, hugging, kissing, the smiling, he's the only one I blame him for this suffering. He's the one that got my hopes up.
Why am I even tripping?
He always been like that, always been that guy that could make your heart flutter then leave you crying.
Why did I think I was different?
The only true girl he like was her or maybe he was just playing with me. Maybe he was using me to hide his feelings for her. I'm already in enough pain with everyone shoving their "love" in my face. Of course i'm angry at them, all of them putting me through this emotional roller coaster.
my last and final question is....
Why do I care so damn much?
But....
When he came, he gave me joy, he gave me hope, he turned my life around. Or maybe he made it even worse.
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