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I stare at the door, pleading with my eyes for him to open it. To open it and say he regretted all the things he said.
But no he didn't, he didn't call me, text me or even say anything matter of fact.
I was mad, this isn't like him, not the namjoon I know.
I understand with his hectic schedule with all of the tours. Wanting to make his fans proud. But lately that's been his main priority, of course it's passion.
But what happen to us? He always was able to at least spend time with me. Shit he miss our 5th year anniversary I wasn't mad because I understand he was at the studio. Working his ass off to provide for us and put food on the table.
All of that understanding soon wash away as I got a call late at night. That his ass was at the club hanging out with the boys. Totally forgetting about us, about our night, about me. Then he expected me to come pick him up from his mess.
I was furious but I pick him up. I let him go to sleep. But soon as he woke up sober I gave him a piece of my mind. It didn't end well, he left the house and haven't came back for a month now.
My mind couldn't process without him. Countless nights I had no sleep at all. But I won't come running back to him asking for his forgiveness.
No.
Especially when he is in the wrong.
But I miss him........ Too much ............. Does he even miss me?
I raised my arm to knock on his door just wanting to stop this already. Wanting to be in his arms again but stop midway.
I was scared.
What Will I say? that I want him to stop working for me. Maybe I was just being greedy, it's his job, this is what I signed up for when I agreed to date him.
I turned around, down the hallway.
Heading back to my car without him.
I called him one more time, I wasn't ready to face him right now. But I still wanted to talk to him at least sometime soon.
No answer.
It went straight to voicemail, tears once again reach my face.
" Hey it's (y/n), um I miss you and I was wondering can you meet me tomorrow at the café. I just want to talk. Look I really miss you and I just want you to come home. Please.......Well call me back when you can. Love you. "
I sighed before starting up the car and leaving the driveway. Going home back to our empty house, all alone.......
again.
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