Being Mute

Chapter 20 ❤️

I sat on my bed doing homework that was due like 3 weeks ago.

With everything happening with Miles and Dylan and all my stress, I haven't even bothered on homework as you can imagine.

"Jane?" I small knock came from my door making me look at it.

I stand up, walking towards my door that Miles had thankfully put back on for me. I open it, looking up at his beautiful blue eyes.

I arch my eyebrow at him questionably.

"Can I come in?" He asks, arching his eyebrow.

I bite my lip and shrug. I move aside and let him in.

He walks in and turns towards me. He pushes the door closed, trapping me between his arm and the wall.

He starred at me for a few seconds before finally speaking.

"I love you." He said without any emotion on his face.

I stare at him like he's utterly crazy, which I'm starting to actually believe.

"I know you can speak now, so do so." He practically demands. I still stared at him, slightly shocked.

I open my mouth ready to speak, but than close it. I wasn't sure what to exactly say.

I open my mouth again. "What d-do you want from me M-Miles?" I stutter out in a very low whisper.

"I want you to-" he shakes his head, backing away from me.

"I want you to talk and I want you to stop getting in my way of everything! I want you out of my head and I want y- I want you gone!" He yells, making me jump, frightened. I moved close to the corner by the door, trying my hardest to get away from him.

He was bipolar as hell.

"I'm sorry.. I didn't mean to scare you." He says running his hand through his hair, multiple times might I add.

He closes his eyes for a second before looking back at me.

"When my beta died.. I was so fucking messed up. I felt like- well like I needed you to comfort me." He whispers.

"God I fucking hated myself at that moment. How would I, a alpha, let some girl make me feel so pathetic and weak." He laughs harshly. "But of course you're my mate and I'm suppose to feel that way.. And god you're such a bitch! You act so innocent, like you-" he than burst out laughing.

"Like you're nothing! I saw how those girls at that school treated you! No one liked you so how the fuck-" he shakes his head, suddenly walking towards me.

I moved to another part of the wall, my heart pounding against my chest. I had never seen Miles like this and I was scared.

"How the fuck do you manage to make me- make me feel like this?" He asks, trapping me once again with his arms on either side of me.

I stare at him, not sure how to respond. I was shaking like crazy, my heart pounding, and I'm pretty sure I was crying.

He looks down, sighing once again.

"I just- I don't want you." He says.

Wow that made me feel so much better!

"I don't want you because I hate you or anything.. I don't want you because I don't want you to be stuck with a person like me." He says, looking back up.

I was utterly shocked with the gloss that covered his eyes and the sincere look he had on his face.

I couldn't believe it. And I guess I'm right when I say he's bipolar.

"You've seen how I am Jane. I'm a jerk." Well he had that right.

I look down at my hands, fiddling with my fingers.

I look back up at him.

"I don't think you're a jerk." I whisper.

"Don't lie to me." He whispers back. "I mean it.. I don't think you're purposely being like this- I think you- I think you're hurt." I say. My voice wasn't strong what so ever, and my whispers were more like none existent.

If he wasn't a wolf with good hearing I'm sure he wouldn't be able to hear me.

"When I found out that you were- well that you didn't talk, I got so mad. I wanted to hear you're beautiful voice." He says.

He backs away from me.

"I'm sorry." with that he walked out of my room.