On The Hunt

Chapter 9

I walked in the dining room where immediately all small talks and laughs hush. I sigh and make my way to sit down at the table. Jonathan had hushed conversations with Jacob and sunshine. Jacob walked passed me ten times without looking at me. Same for Jonathan and Sunshine.  Angel and Demitrus even gave me the cold shoulder.

Soon everyone had food infront them except me.

"Is there any more food for me?" I asked. No one spared a glance. So I stood to check. Like intended there was no extra food for me. I sighed angrily at how petty thy are being before fixing me some cereal.

My stomach growled refusingly at the cereal after sensing bacon and eggs from the plate of my "Friends".

I slammed my fork down loudly with a loud "Clack!". All eyes darted to me angrily.

"You know what?" I yelled at them seeing them wince at my voice. "You're all full of a bunch of bull shit!!" I yelled.

"Us? Full of bullshit?! Your the traitor!" Sunshine yelled.

I felt the anger rise to my face.

"Shut the fuck up sunshine! Shut up!!" I yelled. She faltered back a little but stood her ground.

"NO! You are wrong for what you did Teynana it's time that you see that you thoughtless  actions are hurting is!" She screamed. " You drink and smirk making us worried for you! Scared you could be some where waisted possibly getting raped! You do dumb things that put us in danger! You harm yourself hurting us! And now your with Wade!! Wade for crying out loud! That's not only hurting us as a team that we care for you and don't like him but it hurts Jacob most! Why? Because you hurt him, you broke his fucking heart! He loved you! We all did! Now your losing out love! Being stupid! That's what you are Teynana! You're stupid and selfish!!! Jacob deserves way more than you!" She yelled.

We all got stiff I surprised. My cereal is probably soggy now. My eyes were red. No. My eyed were full out crying a river. Angrily I wiped them away but they came back quicker. I absently threw my bowl of cereal all over her soaking her with milk and coco puffs before I could even stop my self.

"Your right about all except one. I do not love wade. He knows where Christian and Keynna is. That is why I'm with Wade."  I spat before bolting into my room slamming the door.

I pulled out my blade from my bathroom cutting deep and slowly into my wrist. I watched the dark red blood explode from between my skin. The familiar feeling of warm liquid slowly trickling down my arm. I cried.

I sat on the cold marble floor sobbing. I sat on my legs my head hung low, my face hiding behind my hair. My blade now on the floor. My hands shook violently as blood dripped from my wrist onto the floor.

I sat continued to break down. 60 millions sins after another burned through my body. I'm going to hell when I die. I'm a waste of space. Jacob does deserve someone better. I'm cruel and sick.

Exactly. I'm cruel, I'm a sick person. I don't deserve to be here. It doesn't matter what I do now. I know I'm a horrible person..I know and accept that when I die I will be burning down in hell.

With that I stood not wiping my tears. The door bell rung and I knew it was Wade. I quickly walked downstairs and let him in.

"Hey baby are you okay? What's wrong?" He asked grabbing my hand he spotted my wrist.

"Nothing." I snatched my hand back.

"What-"

"Let's talk about it in the basement." I said. We walked down to the basement I pushed my gun further into my belt my blade still in my hand.

We walked down the steps into this large empty space. There was a chair where Victoria once sat where she was held captive.

I sighed and pulled a chair up and sat down motioning for him to sit down. When he sat down I looked at him straight in the eyes before standing back up. Quickly be fore he moved I grabbed his pressure point making him fall asleep. I tied him up quickly and made sure it was tight before he woke up.

Soon he gurgled and his eyes weakly broke apart. By then I was sitting cross legged, my hand on my lap my gun in the other hand.

I know I probably looked crazy but I slowly am. I'm slowly driving my self mad. If I don't get my brother and sister back it'll be another Boston massacre that isn't in Boston.

"Wha- What?" he stated to try and tug hid hands free failing miserably.

"Help!"

"Ya know," I said making him go silent. My head was still down, my hair still covering my face. Tears stained my cheeks, "Your panic is useless." I say.

"Are you crazy? Teynana get me out of here." He said darkly.

" Give me what I want Wade." I said. Tears pouring my face as I looked up am him angrily.

"What do you want?!" he yelled.

"I want my brother! He's all I have!! He's what I'm on this earth for!! Tell me where he is!!"

"I told you!!"

"Your lying! You think I'm fucking stupid?!" I growled.

"Teynana please-"

I stood up and backed hand him. I smashed the gun to the side of his head leaving it there.

"Imma ask you one more time.".I pushed his hand softly with the gun. "Where. Are. They?"

"There's a tunnel from Keenan's house. I swear. But it isn't by the place we go to that was a lie. Its near a pizza hut father down Keenan's house. There's a abandon tower where they go in through Keenan's tunnel. So we won't get seen that's how we get in or out." he said.

"Where do they have them in there?"

"In the basement. West of the entrance you will go through from Keenan's house."

"So how do you know this again?" I growled.

"I.. I went there for a delivery with my friend."

"You really gonna lie to me while there's a gun pressed to you head?" I narrowed my eyes at him.

"I'm a spy...Tee I'm so sorry I didn't want to do it-"

"Like you didn't want to help my dad rape me? Like you didn't want to hurt me? Your full of the shittiest bullshit! You know that!?" I growled.

"Fine I don't care Teynana. And you know what else! When did you have the balls to try and kill some one?" He pushed the gun away with his head. I let it drop to my side, "Your weak tee. So stop with that bad girl act." My nostils flaired and I brought my gun back up.

"I'll will do any thing to find them." I spat and shot him straight in the head.