On The Hunt

Chapter 18

They told me to give up. They told me that 'll I'll never be the same. Like I tried that hard to change.

-Tony Barrack

Jacob p0v

She was a sleeping beauty. Laying there waiting for a king that'll never come. I could go and try and kiss her awake but it won't happen because I never fought the nonexistent dragon to death.

Angel left the hospital and now with her new baby Avery. She was crushed to find that Teynana was in the hospital.

The news died down a little and investigators left. News reporters just reported that Teynana was still in a coma.

We went to school and looked for Keynna and Christian like always. But it was different without a set of thought. Everything was miss place and no one never really understood what to Where to start.

It was Teynana who helped with that situation. I miss her so much..I'm afraid that on e day that monitor will stop forever this time.

Every time it does reality hits me like a bunch of bricks. The many times where she'd slip from earth just for a little while, scared me.

It made me see just how much I really love her. It was quiet scary too/. Like she told me. I didn't know what love is. I'm just a small boy in a big world trying to figure out what love really is but i don;t really know. No one knows but old people. It's hard that I can't love her. I want to I'd do anything for her. But how? How do you strongly give something to someone or some thing if you don;t know what it is? Or how you get it? or how to give it? When you think you know but everyone constantly tell you that your wrong? That that's not what love is? 

Why? Just why does love have to be complicated? Then agian I want to love a complicated person. She;s so scared of bieng loved or loving some one else that she pulls away. I'm not stupid I see that she some what loves me the way I do. The feelins are mutal. She's jusy....lost? 

Or is it me?

I never thought of my behalf. Am I pressuring her? Maybe i did choose the wrong time to ask her out. While all of this is giong on. Maybe I did try to hard to whin her back when she broke up with me . When she said she was doing this for me? Mabe I was too despreate? God, I was desperate wasn't I? I must have seemed so bloody thirsty for her that I'm ashamed of my self.

"You know its been a while since we met." I said shyly.I was in my old battered up baseball shoes. My baggy pants and big shirt and nerd like hat. We were about 10 years old around this time.

Teynana stood there beautiful as ever. She had on a skirt that stopped mid thigh a tight pink skirt with sandals. Her hit covering her blush and big hazel eyes.

"How have you been Jakey - pooh?" she asked me. I remembered when she'd call me that. I used to hate it. Now I could never love anything more.