On The Hunt

Chapter 27

A girl with a dream so loud it could scream and a girl with a heart so big and kind. She's wiser for her age and smarter for her grade. Just a broken girl like me.
-Kiki_Fresh_

I sat in my room on my wheel chair saying nothing. I couldn't say anything it broke my heart to look at Jacob. The boy who stole my heart. Now he won't give it back nor will he have the decency to look at me.

I watched my TV. The TV wasn't on though. I just kept thinking to myself. Was this all my fault? Did I let our relationship die?

Maybe I should've had sex with him that day. Maybe I should've sucked it up like a big girl and give him what he wanted. I mean its what all guys want, right?

All with the except exception of Mason who wanted a Baby Alive doll.  I just don't know what to do.

I softly held my throat. It's been two days and the doctor says I need a week.  Small tears escaped my eyes as I silently cry. I really did fuck my life up. If I hadn't put Lucas in jail then none of this would've happened.

I'm so tired of pain. It feel as though it became my personality. And nobody wants a whiny bitch. If my life were a book right now with all this crying I'd put it on Archive.

I wiped my face and in attempt to move my wheel chair with a broken arm and leg. It wasn't easy but I found other things to latch onto and pull my way through. Thank god for the gym.

I made it by the door only to reach for the knob to have it being shoved away, revealing Mason. He smiled at me.

"Morning darling!" He bent down and kiss my cheek. I wanted to sigh even Mason would be a better boyfriend then Jacob right now. I nodded at him and he went behind me and began to push me.

"So sleep well?" I nodded and he laughed.

"I had like the best dream, and Voldemort was there, Spongebob was there, Santa was there and Willy Wonka was there. And we were all attending the ceremony of baby Jesus being born and right when I went up to give a bag a grapes to virgin Mary. I notice there wasn't a baby. Just a bunch of dancing items with capes on. There was a Hat, Knife, Gun, And paper. It was crazy!" He said.

I looked at him and finally wondered if he had gone insane. He just laughed at my expression stopping at the stairs.

How were we gonna get down all them stairs?

Well let me tell you Mason must've read my mind because before I knew it Mason already had picked me up. He held me clones my legs around his waist as if I were a child. He held my back with his huge hand. Mason had the wheelchair in his other hand and was easily walking down the stairs.

I never really took notice to how strong Mason was. He was the one for jokes and laughs so you never really took the time to actually look at the big goof.

"Damn Teynana, your so light. Do you even eat?" he asked and gripped me tighter,  " And your really skinny last time I hugged you, you had more fat on you. Have you lost weight? I know the hospital food is shitty but the have to make sure you eat. You don't wanna be like some incomplete Plank just there."

I gave him a look that screamed that what he just said made no sense. He just laughed and kept walking mumbling something about snakes. I shook my head. I don't know what runs through the boys mind.

Instead of putting me down in my wheel chair when we make it down the stairs like I thought he would do he brought me to the kitchen and sat me down in the chair.

I was then greeted by all my friends who kissed my cheek and said hello. Jacob stood all the way in the corner sipping on some coffee starring down at his shoes as if was the best thing in the world.

Anger swelled inside of me and before I knew it I found my self practically growling out:

"Hello to you to Jacob." Everyone froze. My voice was low but not weak. And damn I felt like I just popped something Important it burned so much. Sunshine was talking to me so I felt a bit rude for cutting he off so dramatically like that.

They all stared at me in awe. I wasn't suppose to talk until another 3 days.

"You... you're not suppose to talk right now.. how??" Andrew tried.

I sighed and shrugged. Saying just that little took energy out of me.

"We have to go to school today. Our grades have been slipping and the principal is about to drop us. We got an excuse with you know you being in the hospital." Sunshine said. I sighed and shrugged.

Mason brought me upstairs as I got ready for school. I can't fail so I have no choice. I need to get my act up. I need to be more observing and work harder. This has been going on for just too long.