On The Hunt

Chapter 23

Guilt can eat you and bury you alive when it swallows you...

- Maryland Munroe

Jacob p0v

I didn't know it was happening quick enough. I mope around ashamed of myself.

I took advantage of her in a coma and went bonkers. I feel horrible. I feel sick and dirty. I took 12 baths and scrubbed my lips until they were pink, raw, and throbbing. I scrubbed my body until I felt sore.

Her hands.... Oh her hands burned me like fire. I regretted all the horrible man hormones. Stupid Gonads. They were the reason for all of this.

Are you confused? Let me elaborate my horrible decision. Just don't think to bad of me.

*Earlier that morning *

Victoria.

The the girl was psycho. She walked to me taking long strides in her dangerous flawless legs. Not a scratch or open pore on them.

A part of me wanted to run my hands down them. To feel the soft and warms skin they bring. But I scolded my self for such thoughts. The lack of sexual attention is making me look at girls Luke a horny puppy.

Her hair flowing in the wind brown of mocha chocolate. Big dark eyes and lashes full of pure insanity and unknown determination of mission.

He plump lips looked so.......so......kissable. Her eyes were focused on me. She was defiantly a beautiful girl. Very beautiful indeed but we all knew beside outsiders that she was a delusional bitch.

She came to me and smiled sickly sweet and I swear one boy's knees started to tremble at the sight.

"Hello. Didn't expect to see you here." she said sweetly and I'm pretty sure some male caught a boner at the sound of her musical like voice.

Why am I thinking like this?! Ugh, stupid Gonads.

"What do you want?" I bit out rudely.

" You." she said her voice low and seductive. " But for now I have something to discuss at my place care to join?"

This is the moment where I could chose. I could flip her off and walk away or I go with her and see where she lives for investigation with the guys.

" Sure." I nodded tightly.

We got into my car as she lead me towards hers and pulled up to a nice small brown house. It was carved perfectly and looked brand new.

We walked in and I followed her to her room plain and white. I sat on the bed and she a sat on her computer chair.

"What did you want to talk about?" I asked.

" Do you know what's actually going on? Do you know all about Teynana?" She cocked her head to the side.

"What are you talking bout?"

"Tee, used to be on crazy pills. She attempted suicide to many time she needed before. In and out the mental care she was. The bitch is crazy. She's been after you for so long crazy little addict. She was on drugs too. Not just now but she was in rehab at 14. Did you know that? Did you know she fucked her step dad? A 45 year old man?"

Lies. They all are! Lucas raped Teynana!

" Lucas raped her." I said firmly.

" You sure about that?  She was crazy and she wanted attention. She went to Lucas and was all over him. Do you really blame a man with a lack of sexual tension to refuse such needs?"

"He beat her!"

"He was defending him self from the crazy whore! She's a little skunk Jacob! A. Nasty. Slut. "

She's not making any since. She's lying.

I stood angrily.

"Your fucking lying." I spat. She stood back up not even mad but determined

"I'm trying to save you. Your falling in to deep." she said and pushed Nel back on the bed.

She jumped on me straddling me and I tensed.

"Get off of me nor Victoria." my voice was weak and strained and full of poison.

This is wring these feelings are of lust not want.

"Do you want me to? Or do you need me to?" she asked amused

"I need you to get the fuck off of me."

She didn't listen she bent down and kissed my neck. I groaned and pushed her softly. I don't care I won't hit a girl.

"Oh, Jacob. What happened to your dominant side?" she asked causing me to growl lightly.

Yes, there was a point where I was very possessive and dominate over girls. Well my girls. But with Teynana she didn't need that type of stress so I backed off.

I forgot about my dominant ways anyway.

"Get off, Now." I put on darkly.

"Jacob, you should know your dominant side turns me on very very much. You a sexy boy with a sexy dominant side. how long has it been since you let it out? You y

used to be so needy with it. All ways the best way to settle you pleasure. Do you really think Teynana can pleasure both of those sides of you at once?" she asked. "While your nerdy sweet boy side never had sex your dominant side hand sex and worst."

"I don't-" I was cut off when she kissed me.

Her lips devoured mine so softly. I couldn't believe it.  I was enjoying it.

I gripped her back and squeezed as she grinded her self against me. I could just feel dominant me aching to come out.

It has been a long time since I full filled me semi-sadistic ways. I never thought I'd think so badly again.

It used to be a sickness I couldn't control. I used to want to hurt something. So I took in a dominant side. I took girls to me and Made them my own until I was able to control the horrible sickness.

I groaned and felt my hands at he hips making her grind to me harder yet still slow. She pulled away taking off my shirt.

I grabbed her not in control of my body and I pinned her to the bed.

Her shirt was off  displaying here perfect boobs and stomach. I growled slightly remembering the times where I owned her.

I grabbed her breast in my hands and kissed her roughly.

No this isn't me. This is my monster. The sickness that she triggered. I could not stop I could only finish.

Her backed arched forward as I placed hot kisses on her neck. grabbing a fist full of her hair I brought my lips to her ear.

"Now look what you've done." my voice was growled and deeper almost mine. I could just imagine my eyes clouded with insanity, evil, and lust.