what if i let it happen
what if i let earth run its course
take me away from my breathing source
or hand me a sharp weapon
what if the path i'm supposed to lead
is deep into a murderous forest
and even though i'm not poorest
i still feel no greed
i may sound spoiled or like i'm faking depression
but have you heard the thoughts in my fucking head ?
have you heard them tell you that you should be dead ?
that living now is just and obsession ?
why stay here
why wait at all
when you could be on time for the ball
all the voices whisper in your ear
so really, why waste my time
i could be well on my way to a better me
a place where even the blind can see
a place where i don't have to spend a dime
i know i'm not alone, i'm well aware
but what makes you think they want me there ?
what makes you think they don't want me outta their hair ?
something about it makes me not care
so let me be as i float away
the universe telling me to bid my goodbyes
the memories flash of the lows and the highs
i disappear as the sun sets on the day
YOU ARE READING
your average teenager
Poetrytw// suicide, self harm, depression cw// food stuff to read when you feel your life exploding from the inside out💙 ©️caiitymay
