this always happens
same person
different interest
but the interest is never me
it's not their fault
it's just that i'm me and that's not good enough for anyone
i dont even want to admit it to myself
let alone the friends who may or may not even like me
why did we have to meet
you stupid bitch had to come into my life
fuck you
fuck you
and fuck me for making all the choices that led up to us meeting
this is too hard
i don't even love you anymore
i dont think
but it's hard seeing you happy and not with me
but if that's how it ought to be
i'm just tired of it always being the same damn word in a different font
YOU ARE READING
your average teenager
Poesíatw// suicide, self harm, depression cw// food stuff to read when you feel your life exploding from the inside out💙 ©️caiitymay
