i wish you didn't like HIM
i wish didn't like any "him"
i wish you liked girls
i wish you liked me
i wish things were different
i wish i had more courage
i wish the world wasn't this way
i wish i didn't feel so judged for feelings i can't control
i wish in the halls i didn't search for you
i wish, even after all these months
i wish you didn't cross my mind
i wish te thought of you left my head
i wish i didn't imagine twisting my fingers in your hair
i wish i didn't imagine holding you
i wish i didn't think about your sweet laugh
i wish i didn't like your smile as much as i do
i wish i weren't me
i wish you weren't you
YOU ARE READING
your average teenager
Poetrytw// suicide, self harm, depression cw// food stuff to read when you feel your life exploding from the inside out💙 ©️caiitymay
