TAMING THE LIONESS °[KathNiel] ✓COMPLETE

SPECIAL CHAPTER - His Vantage Point

Tres

As soon as I returned to the resort early in the morning, I looked immediately for Maddy. I found the need to talk to her after how I answered her last night. I was just so damn worried of Camille. When she called on the phone last night, her voice was trembling in fear as she told me that her boyfriend is forcing her to open the door after firing a gun. It was really messed up. I knew Camille for a short period and even though she has that annoying attitude, I truly care for her. Afterall, she cared for me in the same way.

From a distance, my eyes travelled to the one I was actually looking for for quite a few minutes of roaming around the resort. It's Maddy. She was with the jerk, Netflick, who's obviously got a thing for her. I was about to confront them but seeing Maddy hugged him, my heart broke and it was devoured by hatred and jealousy. She knows I hate the guts of that moron and yet still, she doesn't do anything to get rid of him!

"I was just not around for hours and you flirt around with that jerk?" I said in mockery as soon as Maddy stepped in her room. She was surprised to see me, her eyes revealed so and that reaction from her just made me more furious.

"Don't accuse me of the things you do, okay?" She answered in a fretful manner I hate so much about her. "How was your girl? She seemed to be in need of you, you have to leave the reception last night for her. That was so romantic."

Oh come on. Can she stop acting like that with Cami? I've explained everything to her already and she's supposed to trust me! Watching her walked toward the closet and took her things out, I burst out my outrage.

"Ang galing mo diyan Maddy. Binabaliktad mo 'ko kapag nahuhuli kitang hinahayaang landiin ng iba!"

She recoiled at my statement by thrusting her things off to the floor. She faced me with anger evident in her eyes. Now, she's mad. Damn it. I don't want her mad but right now, I just can't take my anger off of my chest too.

"Ako? Ako talaga, Tres! Ako ba ang nagpapalandi ng iba? Ako ba 'tong nakikipaghalikan ng iba? Ako ba 'tong iniwan lahat para sa iba? Ikaw 'yon Tres! Ikaw 'tong nagpapalandi sa babaeng 'yon! Gustong-gusto mo naman!"

She was crying. Seeing her in tears is the last thing I wanna see. Supposed. It should be. But at that moment, I was just so full of myself-irritated by her possessiveness and nagging, annoyed seeing her in tears because of me and hurting again as I was taken back to the times she's broken me.

"Yeah. I love it around her." I say to make her feel worse.

"Alam kong sinaktan kita! Alam kong ang tanga-tanga ko dahil hindi kita ipinaglaban noon! Pero Tres, hindi ko deserve 'to! What else did you do huh? Pretend having that amnesia when the truth is, you really just wanted to break me to bits and pieces!?"

"Shut up, Maddy." I said, trying not to bring the conversation any further.

"Bakit? Totoo diba? Galit ka sa'kin dahil sa ginawa ko! Ba't ang unfair naman Tres! Bakit napatawad mo agad si Cedric at ako hindi?"

Don't say a word, Tres. You are just mad and jealous. You never really wanna hurt her even though you tried. You love her, Tres. Now, do that. Keep your mouth shut.

"Sorry! Sorry kung ang perfect ng pamilya mo at hindi mo kailangang pagdaanan ang desisyon ko para lang mabuo ang pamilya ko! Sorry! Sorry na hindi kita pinili kahit ikaw naman 'yong gusto kong piliin! Sorry! Sorry dahil mahal na mahal kita pero hindi kita ipinaglaban."

I don't wanna hurt her anymore. I just have to pacify myself from this jealousy and anger... but with her acting like this, it's just impossible. And she never really shut up and in consequence, I exploded.