My Favorite Song

Chapter 1

This Story Will Jump From Different Points Of Views!!!!

Rachel

I know you’ve all heard the stories about the girl who’s always been in love with the boy next door. I would like to tell you that my story is different but I cant because that wouldn’t be true. 

I have lived on Murray Lane in Lima Ohio for my entire 17 years of life and for the same time he has always been my neighbour. I wont lie and tell you that we’re best friends because we’re not, I like to think of us as friends and I think that he would too but the truth is we walk in completely different circles. 

So this is the part where people usually ask me how I know I’m in love with him then? Well that answer is simple. I always have been. He was the first boy I ever kissed and I knew at that very moment I wanted to be kissing him forever. 

So back to these circles. I’m what my friends like to call a social butterfly, I’m the lead singer of a band with my two best friends Blaine Anderson who plays base and Santana Lopez who also sings and plays lead guitar. Santana's boyfriend Puck is the drummer and coincidentally Finn's best friend. 

Yes his name is Finn. Finn Hudson to be exact and he has a brother Kurt. Kurt and I have always been good friends but he’s one of those boys who likes to party so his parents sent him away to boarding school for senior year hoping to settle him down. I email and talk to him often and he seems to like it. 

So you’re all probably thinking that Finn is this fabulous guy who is completely out of my league, that’s he gorgeous and athletic and all the girls are in love with him, but you would be wrong. Yes Finn is gorgeous but not typically so, he has no idea how to dress himself, he tends to wear his hair messy and insists on wearing these glasses that he needs for reading, all the time. Yes my Finn is what people like to call a geek. But what people never take the time to realise is that Finn is the most beautiful person on the inside. He’s smart and funny and he loves unconditionally, I see it all the time. 

So now you’re probably wondering what my problem is? Why I don’t go after the guy I want? Well that’s easy, I don’t chase guys I never have and I never will. You see the thing that you have to understand is that Finn is they shyest guy I know. He has been since I’ve known him. Our parents are best friends and partners so they travel a lot leaving us to fend for ourselves. Sometimes I think he’s going to run from me when I even try to talk to him so I’ve resorted to leaving him hints. 

What kind of hints you ask? 

Finn

I sit in my room and watch her through the window; I do it all the time. You probably think I’m some sort of pervert who has nothing better to do that spy on the girl next door. But the thing you have to understand about the girl next door is that she isn’t something you spy on she’s something that you study just like a perfect Monet. 

Rachel Berry has been my neighbour and the object of my affection for as long as I can remember. She is smart, beautiful and popular, a lethal combination in most girls but not in Rachel because although she has the world at her feet she still takes the time to smell the flowers. 

I don’t remember a day that she has walked past me without smiling and stopping to say hello, even while her friends would ridicule her for associating with a geek. 

Yep that’s right I’m a geek. Not sure how it happened with a brother like Kurt and a bad ass best friend like Noah Puckerman but I guess I missed the cool gene the day they were giving it out. 

So back to the window. She leaves it open permanently; the blinds are never drawn no matter what time of day. I can’t remember a time that I haven’t been able to look out my window and stair into her life. The thing that gets to me though is she knows I watch her, she knows I can see everything she does and all she ever does it just wave. 

Lately though her habits have changed, as though she doesn’t notice me watching her any more. She comes out of bathroom in her tiny lacy underwear and will prance around for hours. I can’t tell you how many times I blown my load in my pants because of the girl next door. 

Oh and I have to tell you that Rachel has the most beautiful voice I have ever heard. She is always singing so I wasn’t surprised to hear that she is in a band, all her friends are musical. You see Puck my best friend is actually dating Rachel's best friend so I always know what’s going on in her life. Puck knows about my little infatuation with Rachel but I know I can trust him to keep my secret. 

I cant tell you how many times I have wanted to tell her how I feel about her. That I think she’s the most wonderful person in the world and that I love her and always have. To reach out and feel her beautiful hair just like I used to when we were little. But every time I think I have enough courage to do it she smiles that smile at me and I freeze. A girl like Rachel would never be interested in a guy like me. 

So it’s for that reason I have come to a decision. 

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