My Favorite Song

Chapter 2

Rachel

So I look out my window and my eyes find his beautiful ones staring back at me. He isn’t wearing his glasses and I know he blushed when I caught him looking. I know most people would find it strange but I find it comforting that he likes to look in my window, which is why I started my plan. 

I go to my draw and pull out one of my new purchases from Victoria’s Secret. I bought up a storm a few weeks back buying all different kind of ensembles some are tiny panties other are thongs and I even bought some boy underwear and all for him. I know he sees me I just hope that he likes what he sees. 

So I pull out a black lacy bra with a matching thong and walk into the bathroom. My band has a gig tonight at the velvet dog. It will be our biggest gig yet and I’m kind of nervous. Santana and I have already picked out our outfits and I’m just hoping right now that I’m not going to blow this. 

I take a long shower washing and conditioning my hair and shaving my legs. I pull on the underwear before I leave the bathroom. I’m careful about how I act when I enter the room again, I want him to see me but I don’t want him to think that I’m putting on a show for him. 

Finn

I’m talking to Puck on the phone when I see her enter her room and I literally drop the phone. Oh god she’s a goddess. Her long dark hair is wet and piled on her head and her bra is lacy and I can almost see her dark red nipples through it. Her breasts are fairly small for her petite frame, but I know the guys at school love it. I might be a geek but I still use the locker room. They all want a piece of Rachel Berry but apparently she isn’t giving any out which always makes me smile. She dated the captain of the football team last year, Sam Evans but dumped him a few weeks back. Santana told Puck who told me that she broke it off because all he ever wanted was to make out. 

I let my eyes travel the rest of her body then. She has just turned around and I realise that she is wearing a thong. Oh god how am I supposed to stand and watch her performing tonight knowing that she’s wearing the tiniest thong I have ever seen. Wear does she get this underwear. 

‘Finn’ I hear. 

‘FINN” this time blares out of the phone 

Oh shit I completely forgot about Puck ‘Oh shit sorry Puck’ I say. 

‘What did she do now?’ he asks with amusement. 

‘Oh god I don’t think I can tell you’ I mutter and he just laughs. 

‘So listen when is Kurt getting home again?’ 

‘Tomorrow’ I reply. 

Speaking of Kurt I guess its time to tell you my plan. You see I’ve decided that if I want Rachel to notice me I need to try and kick this geeky image and buy a clue and that’s where Kurt comes in. I’m gonna ask him to make me over. I know it’s going to be painful but I figure that Rachel is worth it. 

Rachel

I’m standing up on stage and we have just started out second set when I finally notice him standing at the back of the room. He never goes to parties so I cant help but smile at the fact that he is here tonight, Santana told me that Puck told her that he couldn’t wait to see us play. 

So I know now that I am going to have to really work one of the next songs that is on our list because if I play my cards right he just might get my message. 

I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I love you to love me
I’m begging you to beg me 

I’m being careful to keep eye contact with him right now, I feel like he’s looking right through me and down to my very soul. 

I want you to want me 
I need you do need me
I love you to love me

I shove on my old brown shoes
Put on a brand new shirt
I get home early from work 
If you say that you love me

Didn’t I didn’t I didn’t I see you crying
Oh didn’t I didn’t I see you crying
Feeling all alone with out a friend you know you feel like dying
Oh Didn’t I didn’t I see you crying

I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I love you to love me
I’m begging you to beg me

I shove on my old brown shoes
Put on a brand new shirt
I get home early from work 
If you say, that you love me

Didn’t I didn’t I see you crying
Oh didn’t I didn’t I see you crying
Feeling all alone with out a friend you know you feel like dying
Oh Didn’t I didn’t I see you crying

Feeling all alone with out a friend you know you feel like dying
Oh Didn’t I didn’t I see you crying

I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I love you to love me
I’m begging you to beg me

I want you to want me

I want you to want me

I want you to want me

I want you to want me

Finn

As I watch her up there, singing that song I cant tell you how much I wish that she was singing it for me. I feel like she’s looking right at me but I know that there are plenty of people from school at this party so she is most likely keeping eye contact with one of them. 

She is totally getting into this song, I mean she was fantastic with everything she sang tonight but she is really rocking the joint with this song and I cant help but wonder once again who the person is that has inspired her to sing it. 

They sing another two songs after that one, Santana sings one and then Rachel finishes off. I’m just about to make my way out of the party, they know I showed and I just want to get out of here now before I run into someone that wants to give me a hard time. 

But before I get to the door I see Rachel jump off the stage and make her way in my direction. Did I tell you how sexy she looks tonight, I can say sexy because I know what’s underneath her tight hipster jeans and a tight black tank top which finishes quite high above her navel giving everyone a view of her silky tanned skin. 

‘Finn’ she calls out. 

I stop dead in my tracks. Did she call out to me? No why would she be coming after me. 

‘Finn’ she calls out again as I continue weaving my way through the crowd to get to the exit. This time I hear her though and I can’t deny it that she is actually calling out to me so I stop. 

‘Hey’ she smiled when she finally makes it to me. 

‘Um hi Rachel’ I reply nervously. ‘You guys were great’ 

Her smile widens at the compliment ‘Thank you. I’m glad you came’ she says then as she tucks a piece of hair that has fallen from her ponytail behind her ear. She has done that ever since her hair was long enough but normally she does it when she’s nervous. 

‘Yeah I wouldn’t have missed it for the world. You sounded great’ I replied. 

By this stage I know that people are staring at us. It’s not unusual for Rachel to stop and talk to me in the hallways at school but this isn’t school and right now all everyone can see is that Rachel Berry is talking to the school geek, me. 

I look around nervously and see some familiar faces including Sam Evans and Dave Karofsky watching us, and they don’t look pleased. Rachel must have sensed that something was wrong and has followed by eyes around the building. 

‘Um I should let you get back’ I tell her and take a step back. I can already see Sam Evans on his way over. 

‘Well we’re actually finished for the night’ she explained. 

‘Rachel is everything alright?’ Sam asks once he reaches us. ‘He’s not bothering you is he’ he gestures to me.