✅ Badass Besties// J.M ✅

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*Jonah*

I go home and punch straight into my wall

Hearing Cara has a date with Corbyn hurts my heart.

SHE BELONGS WITH ME!

I've loved her since I've met her and I don't understand how she hasn't noticed yet

I literally told her the first time we had sex was perfect. And she said nothing. Absolutely nothing

I punch my wall a few more times and there's a huge hole I'll fix that later but for now my hand. It's probably broken

Oops

But I don't care my hand doesn't compare to how broken my heart is. I feel like it's been ripped out of my heart and cut with scissors

I want Cara. She's my soulmate

Corbyn doesn't deserve her I do.

But she doesn't see that

I clean my hand and jump in my bed

I get under my blankets and try to sleep away my sadness
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Yeah I didn't sleep away any sadness

I'm still sad. If anything even more.

I had a dream that we were together and married with kids and our twin sons were fighting over who could wear my leather jacket. The same one I have now

But that's a stupid dream and dreams don't come true

Dreams are meant for sleeping high school musical anyone okay just me

I wish i wasn't so in love with her but how can I not

She's just so beautiful. Her long dirty blonde hair, crystal, ocean blue eyes, tiny little nose, perfect lips and best of all her short arms. They feel amazing around my body and I just love to hug her.

It doesn't hurt that she's also super fit. I guess being a vegetarian has its perks.

Ugh I'm so in love I'm disgusting.

Is it bad I hope their date goes really poorly

Maybe she'll cry to me about it and we can connect and I can ask her to be my girlfriend

Ugh there's no point I already lost my chance

It was so obvious after our last time having sex she wanted me to ask her out but no I have to be a little bitch and not do it

I really wanted to ask don't get me wrong but I just know I'd mess it up

I mess everything in my life up

I almost even messed up our friendship

That really would've been a shame. I would've lost my best friend.

Should I go over her house right now? I mean it is only 10 PM. Yeah im going to go.

I quickly hop out of my window and into hers

When I get in the window my heart beats a little faster

She's in bed sleeping and she looks so peaceful and beautiful

Okay Jonah stop being so creepy and lay in the bed with her

I take a deep breath and lay down next to her. I put my arm around her and she relaxes into my body

"Jonah?" She whispers

"Yes it's me"

"Oh I love you"

If only she meant it