This song really sums up how the reader felt when Alex left.
Y/N starts to slowly walk forward but due to her legs shaking viciously she falls on her knees.
She looks down at the ground "A silent whimper, as I fell to the ground" A shaky breath escapes her lips. "Into my daydreams" She closes her eyes and sees Alex smiling "It's never what it seems." She opens her eyes and sits up
"I couldn't wait to see the world through your eyes" She looks up at the sky with no expression.Tears then escape her eyes "I found serenity in our eternity." She closes her eyes again "When everyone just seems to fade away" She takes a deep breath "I know that we would find our way someday" A sob escaped her lips as she leans down so her chest was against her thighs.
"You left me in the wake of disarray" She pressed her hands on her knees as she continued to cry "I know that you aren't here but I wish you stayed."
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She then can sees Alex disappear again so she opens her eyes "I couldn't stand at what you've made me become" She slowly sits up again "It couldn't be true" She wipes her tears away "I wish I'd never knew." She takes a deep breath "I never thought that our time would be near" She slowly stands up.
"How did you disappear" She looks around but her gaze returns to the ground "When you were always here?" She takes another deep breath so she doesn't break down again "When everyone just seems to fade away" She places her hands on her arms, hugging herself. "I know that we would find our way someday" She looks up at the sky
"You left me in the wake of disarray" The memories start to flood back in "I know that you aren't here but I wish you stayed."
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She sits back on the ground "How did we ever, get this far?" As if he was here she felt something cold on her forehead "I never noticed, just who you are" She then thinks about how they could have never been together "And as your hand, reached out for mine" She stares down at her hand which were folded together "That's when I knew to draw the line."
(Close your eyes Habibis uwu)
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Habibi (New version coming out soon)
FanfictionCover by: @CalebFinnlsCute HEYO SO BEFORE U READ THIS ESPECIALLY IF UR A NEW READER PLZ KNOW THAT I'M RECREATING THISS!! Will let you all know once the new and improved version is out :) ---------- It was time to move forward with my life and leave...