i'm not lonely
i am alone
i am alone in my feelings
i am alone in my home
i am alone in my treatment
in my therapy
in my ups
in my downs
i am completely, utterly, totally alone
but i am not lonely
i make friends with my thoughts
i make stories in my head
i find solidarity in the characters i create
i find solace in the events they go through
the trauma
the bullying
the illness
the love
the friendship
the payoff
i am alone
but i am not lonely
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things i can't say
Puisimy online diary of things i want to tell people but can't ever say
