Máquina del Asesina

Chapter 2

Blue blood Ice veins

      I ran out of the room, away from all the things I couldn't understand. When I finally found the door to get out of that hell, I had realized that it was dark and all you could see what distant light through the fog. It was midnight, but something had occurred to me I shouldn't be awake this was the time I would normally blackout but I'm still awake. The only thing in my head was to "run". I had searched for answers and I got them and they were definitely not what I wanted to know in fact it was too much and it was the answers that I couldn't believe. Maybe just maybe I was hoping I would wake up in my bed and find out the the past two days were all a dream and I would go back to my life; a normal life. I was fooling myself to think that would happen this is real and this is my life and I have no idea what to do with it now that I have found another part of it but now I feel that I am left with more questions then I had before yesterday.
  With all these thoughts circling in my head all I could think of was Sin Antonio Romano. I had no  idea who this man was but he definitely is a big part of who I really am, and I don't know if I'm really to accept all of those parts yet. Absentmindedly I find myself at my door; again not explaining how I even knew my way back but that is a question for another day all I needed was to sleep. I walk into my home and start taking off my clothing piece by piece and leave it on the floor and I make my way to my bedroom. When I get to my bed I am left in my underwear and pair of shorts I had stuffed under my pillow. As drained as I was when I laid my head on my pillow I drifted off to sleep but I promise it wasn't a good one.
       When I open my eyes I wasn't in my room but a dark place there was smoke everywhere. And one red door it seemed so close yet far away. I began walking towards it. When I finally got there I grabbed the doorknob and opened the door and there I was looking at myself but it wasn't me. Confusion and fear was all I could feel at that moment. It was completely sureal I was looking at myself but it was completely different the air surrounding the other me was more dangerous and sexy filled with wanting. That is when the other me opened her mouth and began to talk to me. She said "Fear and confusion I can smell it off you, how can we look so alike but you are so plain, simple, boring" and while I stood there listening to her speak I finally understood. "You're Alexandra Romano, la maquina del asesina and the one who has been living my life without my knowledge." "You really thought that it was your life without me you would be on the streets while you hid in your mind, I took over and dealt with all the hard things we went through in our lifes. You got the easy part while I delt with all the touture that you can't even remember" "And that is my fault I never asked you for anything, hell I didn't even know you existed and now all I want to know is what you did with my-our lifes what are the things I can't remember I want to know everything" "Are you sure you want to know, I have kept you from the worst things you would ever see and this is a dark part you Will be walking down and there Will be no blacking out or going back to the normal life I need to know for sure if this is what you want because like I said there is no going back...ever". Now I would be lying if I said her warning didn't  frighten me alittle bit but I knew that I had to know the parts of our life no matter how ugly or dark it was, and all that came out of my mouth was "Yes". That was all she needed to hear because in a matter of seconds a twisted smile appeared on her face and I knew with the Little I knew about her that she was going to enjoy corrupting my mind. "Well I supposed to tell you about our life together I have to take you and show you so that you can truly understand the horrible things life has to offer. That is when I felt  my soul fly through the darkness and then suddenly I standing in my childhood home and I was seeing things I had never seen and I felt disgust in the pit of my stomach and my Mother and Father were the reason why. At that moment I heard Alexandra say "This is just the beginning you wanted to know everything so don't blame me for what you are to experience cause this is the small part of my pain."