Met Your Match

Rule #22

"Lord please Ari I don't wanna see you fight anymore just let it go. There's plenty of dudes in here lets go find you one" She tugged on my arm but she knew better then anybody I wouldn't quit till I was done. "Either you stay behind or follow no other options Kash" I looked back at her then at the top where Zillion and his girl were tossing back drinks and laughing.

"Fine but can he at least see us before we just pop up on them, maybe he'll have a nice explanation I'm just too tired. My ass knew I should of stayed home with my husband" I laughed because me and her both knew she was really capping. She was another me just less violent with weapons and the police. Silent and deadly was more of what she was "Fine I'll just stare for five minutes" I stared straight at the side of his head and his girl noticed which was even better and gave me a dirty look. She came towards us " Can I help you, your just staring at me and my boyfriend" I knew I was crazy.

"They are my eyes and I can look wherever I want" She huffed looking back at Zillion Who was burning a hole in my head. "He's taken so you go you know" I looked at Kash and she had the same look as I did. I gripped her hair pulling her down then started sending blows to her head as she tried to block them. Kash was fighting one of her homegirls that tried to sneak me. Zillion grabbed me up pushing me off onto a couch nearby, I threw my shoe off throwing it at his head. "Are you fucking crazy Ari ARE YOU" He screamed at me while helping his ditzy ass girlfriend.

Kash stood behind me her arms crossed looking pissed more at him then I knew she was at me "Don't yell at her tell your dumbass girlfriend to learn some manners. You already knew how Ari gets down don't act so brand new sweetness" He whispered something in his girls ear and she went back up to the section.

"You two outside now" Kash gripped on my arm and we walked outside. "Do you two think this shit is cool, the fighting and not talking" He looked at us both more pissed off then usual. "Ari there's really so much shit I can take from you. I tried with you I really did but in the end you don't a boyfriend, you want somebody to entertain you and that's not me" I looked around not wanting to hear a thing he had to say.

"You need to go to the doctor or something to find out if you bipolar or something. And Kash I know you her rider but y'all getting older this shit not cute" He walked back in leaving just Kash and I. "Let's just go home I'll come over in the morning."

The next day my body was sore and all I wanted to do was sleep but Zillion made it very clear he was upset. He slammed doors every few seconds and huffed and puffed when I entered a room. I was driving myself crazy over this guy and it wasn't like it was doing any good.

To make both of our lives sane I decided to look for a place of my own and take back my old job at the club. I was changing myself quicker then I had wanted to and it was effecting me. I raised myself on the terms to provide everything I needed for myself which including my house, my cars and clothes and most importantly love. I loved myself so much so that I didn't need a nigga, or a father which is why I shut them out.

I'd prefer the idea of just myself then husband and kids which is why I always have myself a problem as to why Zillion couldn't be the man for me. Kash wasn't as mad then expected but she said she needed some time away from my crazy since it was effecting her marriage.

I texted Marcus last night just to vent and he said he was going on a vacation to get away and invited me  saying it What's I really needed. I grabbed my luggage just packing away with a side of ciroc. Drinking became my best friend not to numb nothing but more of it livened me up which is what I was about. "You have a problem Y'know" I looked up and Zillion was in my doorway.

"Yeah you you've become my problem and I need a getaway" He shook his head. "No somethings mentally wrong with you bro. You can't say you do these things out of just emotion bro that shit don't add up. I'm serious you need to go to the doctor Ari on some real shit." I shook my head. "I'm fine I've always been Zillion" I looked at him just staring.