(LAMS) Oh! So this is Love

Chapter 4

My head hurts like hell so this chapter may not be as 'great' . I apologize *bows* (I will try my best of course !)

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Alex's POV

A month has passed by since John's dad died. Unfortunately because John lives by himself I never got to meet his father but the way John talked about him told me he was a good person.
I hope he's doing good now.

John has been doing a lot better too. The day after he fell asleep on my lap he was so embarrassed. He tried to apologize but he was so nervous he could barely mouth proper words. Blushing would have been no problem, but what he did was go as red as a beetroot and radiate heat like a hot pan. You could have cooked a three course meal on his face. It was so damn cute. I couldn't help myself but to tease him a little bit.

I guess he was also embarrassed that he showed me a bit of his weak side. He shouldn't be though. I also love that side of him.

I checked my phone and realized it was 4pm. Shit. I forgot I had to meet John by the park at 3.

I got out of my apartment and practically ran towards the park. I'm not taking any cabs nuh uh.

When I arrived I lowered my head to catch my breath. Damn I haven't ran this much since I was a kid.
I then straighten myself and look for any signs of John. I was about to send him a text when I saw him sitting on a bench drawing.

As I approached him I noticed the corners of his mouth turning up as he kept drawing. He was so concentrated into his drawing....he looked so handsome.
No homo though. He's my best friend! Hamilton remember that for god's sake.

"John! I'm so sorry I'm late." I sat next to him

He quickly closed his sketchbook "Oh it's okay Alex, don't worry"

"What do you have there?" I asked pointing to his sketch book.

"Oh I-it's nothing I was just drawing to kill time" he scratched the back of his neck. I could tell he was nervous.

There is something going on and I'm going to find out what it is.

"Cool. Can I see what you were drawing?"

I think I saw a hint of panic in his eyes.

"Y-ou wouldn't want to see it you know. It is just a boring turtle drawing. You know me."

Okay something is definitely going on. John would never call anything related to turtles 'boring'

"What were you actually drawing John?" I asked suspiciously.

"I already told you. Just a turtle" he couldn't even look at my eyes when he said that.

"Hmm then why don't you want to show it to me?"

"Because.... because....uhm " he tried to say something but no word came out of his mouth.

Ha got him ! He runned out of excuses.

"Show it to me John~!" I insisted.

"Nope!" He hugged his sketchbook against his chest tightly so I wouldn't be able to take it away from him.

I'm really curious now. I will see what's inside that sketchbook as I call myself Alexander Hamilton.

Oh I have an idea.

I moved closer to him.

"Hey John" I gently put my hand on his knee. "Have I ever told you how beautiful your eyes are?" I said in a seductive voice staring directly into his green eyes.