(LAMS) Oh! So this is Love

Chapter 6

Please read this before you proceed with the chapter.
This chapter will contain SMUT. So if you are not comfortable with it feel free to skip this chapter. ^^
Just keep in mind that they shared their love physically

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Alex's POV

John and I were cuddling together watching a movie at my place. John's cuddles are the only antidote I have to this world. They bring a peace I've never known before, a calming of the storms in my heart.

It has been about a month since we started dating and to be honest they have been the most amazing days in my life. By John's side I feel like I could do anything. Everytime I feel like I'm about to break or I'm too tense, I can go to John and he'll know just the perfect ways to cheer me up.

I love him so much.

I drifted my attention from the movie to John. John's lips to be more exact.
His lips were a pale pink that reminded me of a rose bud. The top lip was thinner, but not too thin, and it had a natural cupid's bow; the bottom one was larger and more plush. I stared at them when he bit his pencil in concentration, drank from his mug, or when he applied lip balm to keep them soft. I wanted to feel his lips against mine, though they are rough and thin - perhaps he didn't like it. The further we have ever gone is a heated make out session. Afterwards we'd just stop and cuddle until one of us fell asleep.
I have been wanting to take the next step but I don't know if John is ready for it yet. I'm not sure whether to ask him or not because I don't want him to think I'm pressuring him or anything. I would never touch a single hair of his if he's not comfortable with it. I don't want to hurt him in any way. Even if it takes long, I would respect his decision and wait until he's ready.

I didn't notice I was still staring at John's lips until he turned his head towards me and a flush crept up his freckled face. He looked so cute.

I want to kiss him so bad...

I couldn't hold myself back and leaned in for a kiss.

The best way to describe how kissing John felt like would be comparing it with the sensation of the water when it runs along your body. It made me feel calm. There were no insecurities, no doubts, no fears. Kissing John made me feel complete.

It was a soft loving kiss at first but after a couple of seconds the kiss escalated. His lips brush mine. Not innocently, like a tease but hot, fiery, passionate and demanding. I want to pull away before I lose myself but I can't seem to...In this minty moment, my senses have been seduced and I can no longer think straight. I bit his lower lip and while he gasped I took the opportunity to slip my tongue in and explore his mouth. I wrapped my arms around his waist to deepen the kiss. This made John moan.

How can someone make such an erotic sound?

We broke the kiss to catch our breaths.

"Alex.... I want to do it" he said slightly panting.

"Are you sure John?" I asked making sure he was really okay with it.

"Yes.." He said. A smile slides up John's face and settles in. It's a magnetic, no-holds-barred smile, a smile that's fierce and undeniably sexy, a smile that tugs and tingles somewhere deep and low in my belly. Then he leaned and whispered into my ear "make me yours Alex.."

Right there I reached my limit. I kissed John hard on the lips. If I wasn't turned on before, well hell I am now.

I picked him up, causing his legs to wrap around my torso. I held his weight by his thighs and started into
his eyes. I could see the lust in his eyes....those amazing green eyes... one day they will be my doom..