chapter nine || getting over you
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she had troubling times trying to forget about him, it was a beautiful chapter in her book that she didn't want ripped out of her book, as to her he was still beautiful, some sick and cruel form, but still beautiful. she missed all their moments together and all of their beautiful memories, and she had been receiving notifications which seemed to be indirect tweets towards her about the breakup, most of them self-deprecating, which made her heart break into a million pieces, as she truly didn't believed he deserved to do that.
but he was the one who hurt her.
he's the one who made that stupid decision.
she didn't want him to, but all actions cause some form of suffer.
she knows she'll never get over him, but she's fine with that, she's okay with having the small pain in her chest every time she hears his name or sees his smile, because she feels so much better on her own, she felt like a new woman. being stuck in something toxic can hurt, and she's glad she's not suffering from the delusion that was going through her head at the time.
she's happy with herself. she knows by herself without having to be told, she's an amazing, beautiful, talented, kind and loving girl, and she loves herself for that.
she's loves herself.
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𝓴𝓪𝓵𝓸𝓹𝓼𝓲𝓪 || 𝓭.𝓳.𝓱
Fanfiction[ka-lop-se-a] (n.) the delusion of things being more beautiful than they really are
