chapter ten || missing her
__________________oh how his heart yearned for her to come back, he truly loved her and didn't know why he did what he did,it was an impulse decision that he didn't think about the long term consequences. he wished he had her to love and to hold and to stay with forever.
he wanted her to be the one.
she was the one.
he knew he'd never forgive himself for letting such a diamond slip through his fingers. he didn't know what to do with himself anymore, and this caused many problems like his emotions and social activity, when he had to leave for meet and greets and the show he'd feel forced to go out until he was happy once he was actually there.
at night he'd squeeze his pillow tightly, imagining it was her lying peacefully next to him, he's mad that their last memory together was in a hotel room and it wasn't under his knowledge that he wouldn't have her in his arms again.
he loved her.
he still does.
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Fanfiction[ka-lop-se-a] (n.) the delusion of things being more beautiful than they really are