My last gift

6:30 pm, Monday

It was getting dark quick, as the season was the cold winter of Seoul.
Jin was sitting on the couch with a charcoal-coloured knitted blanket covering him, eyes fixed to the TV screen.
The furnace was working it's magic, giving heat to the whole apartment.

He slightly removed the blanket and reached forwards to get his cup of warm, soothing white tea. He took a sip of his tea and cupped the mug in his hands.
He sighed.

These few days haven't been the best days of his life. Things aren't going very well with his relationship.

Jin and Namjoon have been in a relationship for 6 years now. But during these days, his boyfriend has been distant lately.

He barely comes back home and if he does, he's always looks tired and worn out.
If Jin tries to give him a little massage or a sweet couple thing, Namjoon always goes out on him.
He doesn't blame his boyfriend, he blames himself everytime for making his boyfriend irritated. Jin has always been a kind, sweet person, so he hasn't revealed his emotions towards Namjoon.

He snapped out of his thought when he heard a light click at the door.
His face immediately lit up with a huge bright smile as he dashed towards the door to greet his boyfriend.
He opened the door revealing Namjoon,

'Oh, hey namjoon! You're bac-' , he said cheerfully, but halted as another man appeared in sight.

The unknown man was probably the same height as Jin's, a handsome face that was almost flawless, he looked younger than jin was.
Jin turned his sight back to the male in front of
him, he was going to say something, but was cut off again..
The unknown man hooked his hand on namjoon's forearm making me shocked.
I looked back at Namjoon, only to see a happy, genuine smile played on his beautiful face.

'I-is he cheating on m-me?' Jin thought.
'Ahh, let's not jump to conclusions shall we?' jin thought again as he shook his head gently.

'Namjoon-ah w-who is this?', he asked with a slightly shaking voice.

'Oh, this? This is my boyfriend.' He answered with a cold voice, not caring about jin's emotion.

'Wha-', jin was about to question when the unknown man interrupted him.

Jin's pov
'Jagiya, who is this?', the man asked looking at me up and down, judging me.

From my instincts, the man looked like a wealthy CEO from a famous company, but that is really not my business.
I was about to answer, but namjoon did something, shocking.

' Oh, that?' That's our new maid, babe.',
He said as he didn't even send a glance to me.
Tears welled up at the back of my eyes, 'm-maid?'
How could he.. a tear escaped from my eye, hurt by namjoon's words.
'Now, move, you're blocking our way', namjoon said as he pushed his way pass jin, making him fall to the floor.

I cried my heart out after seeing them go upstairs, hands held together.
Why did he suddenly change like this?
Why didn't i do anything?
'I'm such a dumb boyfriend.'
'I'm not a good boyfriend.'
I said as i slit my wrist with a small blade that layed on the kitchen ground.

Tears continuously fell as pain struck through my wrist and my heart.
But the pain i got from my heart was way stronger for the pain from the cuts to win over.
After a few more cuts, i got up and went upstairs, towards our room.

I opened the door revealing, both of them kissing, as they held hands.
'Why must u break my heart more if it's already shattered?..'
I walked pass them slowly and got My clothes.'
I was about to exit when..
Namjoon: 'Ya. Wait.'