My last gift

the one with the ending #1

‼️‼️‼️A SHORT NOTE FROM A/N.‼️‼️‼️
Hey guys! I apologise for not updating for a long time,yikes. 🙃
I couldn't decide on how to end the series, so i decided to do two endings . This is ending#1 and ending#2 will be coming soon!! 🥳🥳
And once again sorry for the inconvenience and thank you for reading this NAMJIN series and hoo you enjoy it luvvsss ❤️

Jin's eyes glistened with tears, daring to fall down on his soft pale cheeks. His heart stopped working there for a moment, his mind raced and he felt dizzy, lost in the unrealistic moment. His breath caught in his throat as a crystal drop of tear rolled slowly and gracefully down his cheek.

Inside the box, the trembling hands reached out to reveal a dress, a small, the tiniest pink dress that curved gracefully into a princess skirt with the most gentle and the purest of white lace hung onto the bottom hem of the skirt.

Under the soft fabric, lies a ring, a silver ring that Jin knew very well of, he picked it up and smiled from the fluttering feeling in his chest when he read "KIM NAMJOON" engraved on the inner side of the shiny ring.

Beneath the ring, lies a photo of a person that Seokjin gave his heart to and still has not given it back and will be kept for eternity. He picked up the small photo and slowly unraveled the paper which looked water-stained. A tape named "For my dearest Love, Kim Seokjin" sat in the corner if the box.

Clicking the play button on the remote control, the screen flickered on to reveal a very tired looking Namjoon. He looked pale and drained, like his soul has been sucked out.

00:01•_____________•2:00
Namjoon smiled.

Hey,
It's been long hasn't it?

Namjoon shook his head slowly, his face lowered to the floor.
He suddenly laughed.

Oh, how stupid was i?
I never thought i could ever do that to you, you know?

His voice was soothing to Jin, another small thing that Jin cherished.

I'm such a..a..a stupid- no, a heartless jerk , i know that very well myself.

He gulped. which looked like he had a difficulty with it.
His eyes starting to well with tears.
Tears also brimmed Jin's eyes as he watched his true lover in so much unspeakable pain, bringing his fingers up to his lips and pinching it, a manner he does whenever he's nervous.

Look, Jin-ah i-i wanna apologise for the pain i have caused you an-and i know that this small little video won't make you forgive for what I've done to you a-and..

Namjoon's voice cracked as he stopped talking and looked down, not wanting to show the two tears dropping on the hospital fabric on his legs.

I wanna come clean with-with why i did all of this.

Joon sniffed, as he wiped his tears with his jacket-paw hand. Jin's heart ached from the humble gesture of his pained lover.

I...i have a heart disease, explains why i act like a rotten heart huh?

Tears fell from joon's eyes as he looked away, wiping his tears quickly, but they were not going to stop sooner or later.

Ah..why am i even crying? I dont deserve a crying for loss...

I am left with 2 more days for uhm.. to live..yeah. Oh, by the time you're watching this, curled up into a little ball and pinching your lip, i may or may not have mustered up the courage to call you ..haha. Oh..jin-ah you don't know how much I'm gonna mi-miss yo-you..

Joon laughed softly, his voice hoarse as tears flowed continuously. It was true, just like how Namjoon had described, Jin was curled up into a ball and his lips red, too red almost bloody. Jin cried silently into the thin material of his pyjamas.

That little pink dress in there? Please do hand it to our- y-your daughter.. i just couldn't imagine being the person that never gave a little special girl a present before leaving..haha

Namjoon sighed and smiled bitterly.
"Its OUR daughter you babo.." Jin choked back a sob as he whispered.

Before i-I'm gone, can i ask you for a favour? Will you pl-please s-show the little photo i gave you of me to Suji? I know its much to ask but c-can you just show her the photo and tell her my name? Thank you so so much jin-ah.

Namjoon sniffled as he couldn't hold back his tears anymore and broke down.

I-im sorry I'm sorry I'm sorr....

Sorry, I'll stop. And for a last favour, i would like you t-to m-marry j-jungkook a-and have his name engraved over my name and give it to him alright?
Please love him very dearly, god knows how much that bunny loves you hmm?

I'm sorry for l-leaving you in this life, but if you believe in destiny and if we will ever meet again in the next life, my answer to you will always be ,yes and i do and i love you too, forever and there is nothing that could ever change my answer.

Namjoon sighed as tears start to pour more.

Okay, i-I'll stop this now, and before you say or do anything, remember this,
          "I love you so much, jin-ah and i will forever"

Namjoon chuckled deeply and genuinely as he reached for the camera and the video stopped and the screen, now blank.

Jin was overwhelmed, overwhelmed with feelings. He was too shocked to do anything, even to move. He trembled in his position as tears escaped from his eyes.

"I-i will t-tell our stories to OUR babygirl and how her father was a loving and a k-kind person a-and the purest soul that a being could ever possess. Don't worry j-joon-ah, i will make sure she r-remembers you as her father and no one new is gonna replace that, as well as your name on that stupid little ring..."

Jin spoke in despair, in fury and in love, as his shaky hands held onto the small thing of what's left of his lover, like his life depended on it.
He brought his up to his lips as he kissed it like he was kissing his soulmate one last time.

     "I-i love you too Kim namjoon and i always will"

He whimpered as he poured his feeling out silently and curled up into a tighter position, which made him feel like he could shut out the world of the harsh truth and reality, that he wasn't there when HE needed him the most and that he wasn't able to say that he love HIM very dearly and kiss HIM on his lips for the last time. That he has to accept that fact that his soulmate has left for a long journey where there is no turning back, and KIM NAMJOON will never be KIM SEOKJIN's again.