My last gift

Namjoon's POV

'N-no, NO that's not happening! I know you still love me!' He shouted, his body starting to tremble.

I avoided his stare, not daring to meet his beautiful eyes. I sighed and gathered myself.
I took out the paper that kept in the drawers of the side table.
I looked at it.
             'DIVORCE AGREEMENT'
. My eyelids closed shut, closing the gates of my welling tears. I heaved a heavy sigh and slowly moved the paper towards his vision.

'H-here.' I handed out the paper, still avoiding his stare.

He bitterly laughed at me, making my heart crash inside me. He gently shook his head, in disbelief and pain. He looked at me, his sides of the nose wet with tears, veins in his eyes a red colour.

'All this... to end up like that?..' he scoffed and looked at me, mad.

'Look, I-' i started.

'All 6 years of marriage just to end up getting cheat on and get divorced?!' His voice slowly radiating with anger.

'I'm doing this for our sake.' I declared boldly and clearly at him.

'What sake namjoon? WHAT DO YOU MEAN?! WALK ME THROUGH EVERYTHING THAT I MISSED OUT!' He cried, tears trilling down his blush cheeks.

It hurt, it pained in ache, i want to stop this, this madness. It's hurting both of us, two men who simply is in love which has to part just because of a silly reason, a reason concerning me.

'DON'T YOU GET IT ALREADY?! I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE!' I huffed out of frustration.

'BUT I DO! I STILL LOVE YOU, NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU HURT ME WITH THOSE ACTS YOU PUT UP!'
'I-i don't get it! Why don't you love me?!' His voice softened making it slight breathy.

His hand reached out for my face. His smooth palms soothed my skin. All i wanted was to let myself fall in the love of his and forget about everything. But I can't, I won't. I yanked his hand away making his weak body fall down with an airy thud.
He looked up at me in anger, pure anger and i was sure there was no turning back this time.

Jin's POV

I stood up, shaky and vulnerable . I looked at him, lifted my hand mid air and slashed a hard slap on his cheek, reddening it. I dusted myself off and turned.

'Why do i have to be so pathetic for you?'
'Why am i the one who is hurt?'I said before staring to leave him behind.

I made my way to the door, my steps heavy, stumbling in the way. I couldn't breath. Tears blurred my eyes as they threatened to fall.

'I- i g-get it now, Namjoon. I must've been so blinded by fake love that i even forgot what true love feels like.' I said pausing in my tracks, my back still turned against him.

I swallowed all my emotions and resumed in my path. My head started spinning, my heart thumping at mad speed. My body trembling, hard. My legs felt like jello.

It only took a moment for me to hit something hard and cold, before i even realised. Then i heard someone shout my name.

'JIN!' A worried voice searched.

He embraced me in his arms as i saw a shine inside his eyes. I couldn't breath, my aching heart was restrained. My vision started darkening more and more by the second.
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'Is this what dying feels like?....'