My last gift

Namjoon's POV

I gasped as i shot my eyes open and sat up.
I looked to my left to see Jin looking startled and also concerned.

'It was just a nightmare'

Jin sat up and held my hand.
'H-hey, are you ok? You were c-crying.', he said with full concern in his voice.

I raised my hand to my cheek and slowly
tapped it to feel a wet substance.
'I-i was crying?' I thought as i trailed down the path of tears.

'I'm sure you are ok now, s-so I'll leave', Jin said, standing up, his back facing me, with his voice, a hint of sadness in his voice.

(Jin's pov)

I turned around to leave.... but felt a swift grip on my hand.
I looked down to my hand to see, namjoon's hand holding mine.
I tried pushing it away but he only pulled me closer, making me trip and fall on his lap.

Those dark eyes, which made me fall for him.
Our lips only inches apart, my gaze slowly fell on his pink-ish plump lips,so did his, tempting
to let it connect with mine.

We both slowly leaned in, tilting our heads as we gave access to each other.
I closed my eyes, waiting for the feeling to come....but it didn't.

He sighed, his hot breath tickling my lips and the tip of the nose.
'Get off me.' He spoke bluntly, making me flustered.

I was at a loss for words as embarrassment flushed through me. Heating my cheeks all the way, making me look like a tomato.

'Ahhh, i must be soo red right now.'
I thought as i rushed out of the room not looking back at him.

I locked the door as soon as i reached my door.
I put my hands on my chest, feeling my heartbeat.

'My poor heart, why are you beating this loud?'

I thought as i recalled the moments out lips almost touched.
I smiled, the corners of my lips almost touching my ears( just an expression) as i went out the door and downstairs.

It soon faded when i saw that unknown man leaning on the kitchen counter... with namjoon
against him, having a hot steamy make out
session.

My tears formed, i felt so useless, unworthy.
I couldn't believe what i am seeing. My boyfriend making put with a man-whore.

A tear dropped but i quickly wiped it away.
I took a deep breath and finally spoke up.

'So this is the reason why you stopped from kissing me?.' I asked, breaking the silence which made them startled.

They both looked at me with unexplainable expressions, but the one with the smirk wasn't the man, it was namjoon.

Namjoon slid his hand around the male's waist and pulled him closer, closing the gap between them.

'Tae, you should go back now, we can continue this at your house later' Namjoon said, looking lovingly at him.

The man who also named 'Tae' winked at him and pecked his lips before waving goodbye and left.

I sharply stomped down and went up to Namjoon.
'What was that supposed to mean?!' I shouted making him abit shocked, because i was usually calm in these situations.

'It means what i want, so move.' He said harshly and coldly, pushing me aside.
I grabbed his hand in one swift move and turned him to face me.
I swallowed all my fear and built up courage.

'D-do you still love me?' I asked looking straight in his eyes.

I could read the hesitation in his eyes, but a smirk was all it took to close the curtains to
hide them.

He took a step towards me, leaning down as i supported myself holding the counter.
He moved his face closer to mine, making me blush and my heart thump like crazy.

I know we are married and all but, these small actions still affects me.
I expected a 'of course'.
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No' he answered, making my world of reality shut down.
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