My last gift

Author's POV

That night walked a pair of weak legs, almost dragging as heavy steps was stepped on the cold, wet ground. The sound of the drag and wet sounds echoed through the cold and gloomy dark streets of Seoul.

Tears have continued to trickle down the pale cheeks as he shed more and more. He swallowed the pain in his chest, caused by both. The insides of his throat yearned for a gulp, even a sip of water.

His vision blurred as his head started to spin. Shaking, he walked stumbling on even the smallest piece of rock. Suddenly, with swiftest of swoosh, he was pulled into an alley.

Hard punches came through his way. They continue to came as it pulled him down to his knees. Coughing blood as he searched for air, he looked up to see a familiar face. A face that was wet with raging tears drawing down.

'J-jung-k-kook??'
'What the fuck was that for?' He asked as he stood up, wiping blood away from his mouth.

'Stay the fuck away from Jin hyung, don't fucking show yourself again.' Jungkook replied, as fury coated his voice.

'Do you know how much he suffered already because of you?!!' With a voice at the edge of breaking into pieces, he shouted.

'I-Its all my f-fault..',I shouldn't have done this. It's hurting both of us now..' namjoon cried, as his broken heart shattered more.

Confused and mad, jungkook asked,
'What do you m-mean?'

Namjoon has decided to share some of his worry and burden, so he answered.
'I still love Jin.. I'm doing this, just not to hurt Jin in the very end.'

'I don't want him to drown in all the sadness and burden, I don't want to be HIS burden'

Namjoon swallowed his tears and the ache in his chest.
'J-jungkook ah, can you..?'

Jungkook looked at him.
'Can i what?'

'C-c-a-n y-ou..'and the sentence was unfinished. With a "thud" he collapsed onto the ground.

'HYUNG!!!, WAKE UP!! SHIT!' Jungkook panicked as he dug for his phone in the pockets of his padded jacket.

He dialed the emergency and soon the ambulance arrived and took namjoon along with them.
(Sorry for summarising, ur author is lazy af -.-)

At the hospital
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Namjoon's POV

I woke up to bright lights above me. My eyes squinted from the brightness as i looked beside me.

"Jungkook"
He sat on the couch, playing on his phone. Not noticing me yet.
'J-jungkook-ah" my voice was hoarse as damn, due to my dry throat.

He jerked his head towards me as he dropped his phone, startled.
'H-hyung, you're awake.' He said, with a sniff.

The veins in his eyes red, as i could see in detail as he came closer.
'H-hyung, w-why didn't you t-tell m-me t-this?' He said, controlling his emotions.

'O-oh, y-ou k-know now i guess..'i looked away in embarrassment.

'Hyung, im so sorry..I shouldn't hav-'
I cut him off.

'Hey, it's not your fault, jungkookie."

"Umm, you know my due date too right?' I asked with a smile, that hid many more behind layers of curtains.

Tears dribbled down his cheeks as he broke down onto his palms.
'Yah, jeon jungkook, Im okay, don't cry, please?' I begged him as he looked at me, with sympathy and pity.

'H-hyung, t-tell me what i have to do for you..' ' I'll do everything..' 'let me do something to give you a-as a f-farewell gift..' he couldn't pronounce the last word carefully as he hid his falling tears from me.

'I j-just need one favour.' 'Just one' i said, as i smiled even at the thought of it.

'S-sure, w-what i-is it?' He asked, wiping his tears with the sleeve of his shirt.

'When me and Jin got married, he always wanted a kid, You know we both are Men, so we can give birth...'

'I know this is abit much, but, please promise me, you will adopt a child for me, as a replacement of me, yes?'

On the verge of tears and overwhelming sadness, i finally let go of my emotions, as i spoke what need to be said.

'Ofc, i will do that for you, don't worry hyung.' Jungkook answered, determined to carry on his promise.

'Oh and one last thing, take care of Jin for me will you? And tell Jin, i-i left the country, okay?' I asked, nodding at him, my face full of tears as i whimpered through the heartache.

He nodded as he pursed his lips and left the room.

One month later
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I dragged myself, weakly and tiredly into the mall. My body wants to give up, but there is only one motive that keeps me going on.

I smiled as something caught my eyes, inside of a shop. I walked in, as one of the staffs asked me.

'What can i help you with sir?' She asked, as she put on the brightest of smile.

'T-that"I pointed at the mannequin.

'Oh, sir, great choice!" She said as she scurried towards the mannequin.

She folded as she looked at me, 'I'm sure, you will be a great dad, you are a nice person.'

Jin's POV
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"Ring" "Ring"

I hurried over to the phone as i picked it up.
"Hello, this is Jin speaking.' 
                                         'H-hello?..'
i instantly remembered the voice as memories came flushing down.
'N-namj-oon?..'
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