You were used to being pushed aside. Your father did it, your oldest brother did it. The only person who ever showed you any love was Yoongi.
But all that changes when he's ripped away from you to go join a company called BigHit.
Little did you kn...
A/N: Skip this if you don't wanna hear me moping about my mental health.
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I just wanted to quickly rant real quick. I want to thank my best friends in the whole entire world. I've really been struggling this week and the past couple of months. I've based the character Ji-ah off of myself. Wether it's something I've done, been thinking of doing, or have wanted to do, it was a way to let out my feelings. I've been struggling with anorexia, body dysmorphia, hallucinations, anxiety, and depression. There hasn't been a day that goes by where I wish I was dead and that I didn't give anything to the world. These two incredible girls have saved my life more times than I can count. Every time I see that our group chat has texted, I have a smile on my face. They introduced me to the boys who saved my life as much as they have. Honestly, these seven boys have helped me through so damn much. They've stopped me from relapsing on the daily and I can never even thank these beautiful girls enough for introducing me to them. Even though I'm still 85 pounds, these incredible and angelic girls have helped me love myself in so many different ways. They hype up my writing every time I send them a chapter and help me with this. They're really the people behind the scenes for this book that owns my entire heart. Thank you so much you angels. I love you. Thank you for being my reason. You help me so much daily. You are the cause of my euphoria. 난나를사랑해엄니. 난나를사랑해여동생.
