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Tzuyu's P.O.V. 

After the talk yesterday we went straight to sleep and I must admit I felt scared that maybe Anne would want to do some more than just kissing, but she proved me wrong. She never even once touched me like that which I was very grateful for. 

We fell asleep cuddling but I woke up because of the sudden coldness I felt. I sat up and looked around. It wasn't even in the morning, the sun  hasn't come up yet so I was a little bit confused. Anne told me she wanted to stay in bed for long in the morning.

I stood up and went hastily to the living room. I looked around and saw that the door to the balcony is open slightly. So that's why I felt cold. I went there and peeked out on the gap. 

I saw Anne out there on the phone with a cigarette in her hand she looked disturbed and worried. I probably made some noise because she looked in my direction. I felt like I've been caught. Her eyes were piercing and I noticed some strange fade in them which I haven't seen before. She looked at me for a good five seconds before I saw her eyes soften, turning into a deeper shade of blue. She motioned me to come out so I did. It was really cold so I shivered when I stepped out. She put down the smoke and took of her jacket and wrapped it around me. She pulled me closer while she was still talking on the phone. She spoke English so I couldn't understand.

"Okay, I'll go there with the first plane I can catch. Goodbye Ree." - she finished and hung up. I looked at her questioningly.

"Why are you out there?" - I asked concerned since I was afraid she would catch a cold.- "And you shouldn't smoke, it's bad for your health." - I added looking her in the eyes.

"Sorry princess." - she said smiling sadly. I thought she was apologizing for the smoking but she continued. - "I'll leave tomorrow...or rather today." - she told me and I felt my legs go weak.

"Wha-what do you mean you'll leave?"- I shuttered and I felt tears forming in my eyes.

"Don't cry please."- she whispered and caressed my face with her thumb while cupping my chin.- "My father's condition worsened. The doctors say he doesn't have just a few days remaining." - she spoke with a blank expression as if she wasn't affected by her own words.

I shouldn't be crying. I should be the one comforting her not the other way around. I should understand that she has to go home for her father. But I just couldn't accept it. My life turned happy last night, it can't come to an end this quick.

I nuzzled my nose to the crook of her neck and inhaled the scent I knew I will be missing like crazy. She held me close and caressed my back in a slow, soothing motion.

"When will you leave?" - I finally asked without shuttering. I still leaned on her chest listening to her steady heartbeat which calmed me down.

"The plane leaves in six hours." - she said and pushed me away from herself gently to look me in the eyes. - "I will miss you." - I felt tears escaping my eyes once again. - "I really don't want to leave you here." - she whispered before kissing my forehead carefully.

"Then take me with you." - I mumbled which made her crack a smile. I found that truly annoying. What is she smiling about now? She will leave me. I looked down and stepped back from her. I really wanted her to take me more seriously.

"Hey-hey, don't go away. You're really cute, you know?"- she asked as she pulled me back to her. - "I can't ask you to move to LA with me this quickly. It would be unfair. It would be just like what Yoon did. Taking you away from the place you've got used to already. Your home." - she explained examinating my face slowly.

I frowned at her. Seriously. She's an intelligent woman, she speaks in five languages she has a PhD at the age of 23, how can she become so dumb when it comes to feelings? I looked at her in disbelief shooting a glare in her direction.

"You. Are. The. Stupidest. Person. Alive." - I said punching her arm lightly at every word. She tilted her head and I saw two completely confused eyes.

"I'm quite intelligent you kno-" - she started but I cut her off.

"You are. When it comes to logical things. Do you think I bond to the city where I spent years locked up in an apartment and where I was raped daily?" - I asked her and I was clearly angry. I felt her stiffen when I spelled the word 'rape'. - " Do you really think that this city means anything to me compared to you? Jesus Christ, Anne do you really think that this place is my home? Do you seriously believe this or you just decided to do so?" - I practically shouted at her.

I was shaking and crying uncontrollably not wanting to look her in the eyes. I felt her hugging me trying to calm me down. I tried to push her away but she only tightened her embarace everytime I fighted her so I stopped. She started to swing slowly putting her weight from one leg to the other as if I was a baby who needed rocking. She hummed a lullaby silently until my breathing became steady and my sobs muted. Only after that she pushed me away gently and smiled at me.

"I'm sorry, Tzuyu. I truly am. I just thought it would be the best for you." - I shook my head in disbelief smiling secretly. - "Don't shake your head! I'm dead serious here. Look," - she held my hands - " I really wanted you to come with me and I still do, but this whole commitment thing is new to me. I really don't know what does love and to be loved means in a relationship. I'm just as insecure in this as you, but I wanted to seem strong enough to lead you in this. I made a decision without asking your opinion and it was unfair of me. I wanted to protect you from this sudden change, but maybe this is excactly what you need." - she finished as she pulled me closer to kiss me on my lips slowly.  Our lips moved in perfect synch and even if I was new to this whole kissing thing I felt that nobody could make me feel as good and safe as she does. We pulled away and she looked at me like a cute puppy.

"So tell me, princess, do you want to come with me to LA and not come back here for a while?" -she asked playfully.

"I would love to." - I answered honestly and leaned in to peck the corner of her lips.

"Alright then...hurry, we have to pack quickly, we have a plane to catch." - she grinned widely completely forgetting about the circumstances of our sudden flight. She gave a quick kiss on my forehead and pulled me to the living room after her.