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They all sat around the table and me and Ashton kept looking at each other. We decided to watch a movie when they finished eating. It was quite silent all morning but I guess they aren't morning people.

(The living room and kitchen are separated you a large/long countertop. Photo above)
The boys sat around the living room and Michael sat beside me. I gave him a small smile.

'What movie?' I ask
'Is the inbetweeners  Okay?' Luke asked and we all nodded

About half was through the second movie, my head was really dizzy. I look over at Ashton who was looking at me

'What time is it?' I ask
'2:30 why?' Michael told me.
I look over at Ashton and me gave me a look as to say "it's time" I know it is, if I don't do it now then I won't do it at all.
'Ready?' Ashton asked
'Ready for what?' Asked a confused Michael
'Yes, Ready' I tell ash
'Ready for what!?' Callum and Luke asked just as confused as Michael.

'Guys leave it. I'll explain later. Don't worry about it' Ashton told the boys then Walked over to me and grabbed my hand to help me up and took my phone. I unlocked it and we walked to the kitchen, well I limped. The boys can hear us but faintly because of the movie.
I sit across form Ashton.

'Call or text?' I ask
'I think call, so that he can get his point and if something I can argue' he chuckled
'Okay' I sigh while bringing up his number.
'Take your time' ash tells me
I press the call button and after 4 rights he answered. I sighed.

'Wat?' Dalton asked
'We need to brake up' I go straight to the point
'Ha funny'
'I'm being serious'
'I know, that's what's funny, we had this one out, come over right now and we will have it sorted. If you don't I'll be taking more then just your virginity today' he chuckled and I saw Ashton's hands go into fists
'No dalton, we are done. I'm done with you' I snap
'I said. No!'
'I don't care what you said; I'm braking up with you. You can't do anything about it. Your such a bad person, I don't want anything to do with you!' I snap again, raising my voice
'It's because of your wee fuck buddies is it?'
'Are you okay in the head?' I ask then continue 'one second ago you threatened to take my virginity and now you said I've got fuck buddies? That makes no sense. Either was I'm pretty sure they would be better then you with your 2 incher anyways' I giggle and see Ashton doing the same
'You know what I'm coming over right now'
'Aye sure, all I have to say to the Guards is to not let you in. Your pefetic'
'Your gonna regret it, you should be happy that I still went out with you after you cheated' he said and I could hear him smirk
'What are you on about?' I ask
'Don't act stupid, I saw the cigarette in your jacket pocket when you forgot it from my house. Alex, Nono of your friends smoke neither does your family, and you most certainly don't, I've known you for years. You just have to deal with the fact that your a wee slag' he chuckled again. I just stared and Ashton with my eyes wide open, he looked a bit annoyed at me.
'I didn't cheat dalton!' I basically shout.
'Then explain the cigarettes! Don't even deny the fact that you had them cause it's nearly every time I saw you with them!' He yelled through the phone.
'You want to know why I had them?' I ask harshly
'Aye tell me, tell my about your little boy that you cheated on me wi-'
I didn't let him finish because I snapped.
'I smoke okay! I have for the past 2 years and you don't know because you only see me when your bored and none of the boys or your little side chicks have time' I say, clearly hurt because I just revealed my biggest secret. 'You know what, I don't even care anymore, say what you wanna say, we're done' I say and hang up.

'Did you do it?' Ashton asked, a bit scared incase I snap at him.
'No I didn't okay. I smoke and I just didn't want anyone knowing. I don't want any more hate. I always go up to the room that Calum and Luke are staying in and smoke there, if you don't believe me then go up and check behind the night stand and you'll find cigarettes. Also a lot of my things are scattered around there the odd time like my hoodies when it's comes out-' Ashton cut me off
'I believe you, I was just making sure. And this is going to sound harsh but I have only known you a few hours' he chuckled making me slightly giggle. 'And See you did it' Ashton smiles but then released I had tears in my eyes and got off his seat and stood beside me, pulling me into a hug. 'Don't worry about it. He wasn't good for you. I'm here. Shhhh' He cooed

'I know, I know' I pull away form the hug and hold Ashton's hand as he stands in front of me and use the other hand to wipe my tears with the sleeve of my hoodie. 'It's just that he was my best friend. Well my only friend at the moment if I'm honest' I cry
'Awk babe, you have us. We all love you so much. What happened to Chloe is you don't Mind me asking?Anyways, you can trust me when I say that we love you a lot and we do want to be friends with you. If you asked my manager, he would tell you how he nearly kicked us out of the building after how much we were fangirling when we found out we are going on tour with you' Ashton giggled. He FUCKING GIGGLED

'Thank you so much. I'm sorry you had to see me like this, I'm never like that. About Chloe, it's a story for another day. It's just been difficult the past few months with tour, school, work and everything and then dalton on top of that...' I was cut off
'Don't worry about it, Alex, I understand, we're here if you need to talk. Now. You ready to tell the boys?' He asked and I nod 'okay, you talk to Michael in here and I'll talk to Luke and Callum in there. I'll get him now' and with that he left.

Seconds later I see a wild Clifford running towards me.

'What happened, are you okay, omg your crying, what happened' he gave me a tight hug and continued 'did Ashton do something? I swear if he..' I cut him off by letting go of the hug

'Shhhhh, Michael I'm okay. Ash didn't do anything but help me. It's okay' I told him

'Then why are you crying?' He asked, looking from eye to eye. his voice cracking as if he's about to cry

'I told ash that I'll tell you so..' I let out a sigh 'so you know dalton?' I ask and he nods 'well This morning, Umm' I start to cry a little 'we had another argument. And I didn't know Ashton was in the kitchen and could hear everything, D-dalton, Umm, h-he kind of pushed me into the ground. Then punched me and slapped me...' I start to cry even more and Michael pulls me in for another hug

'Shhh, it's okay, shhh, I'm here, breath' he coos, quietly 'you have to brake up with him, I cant see you like this, you deserve so much better' he demanded

'I know and that's what me and ash were talking about, I broke up with him, it was difficult but I did it.' I tell him and he looks upset but I see him trying to hide a small smile after I told him I broke up with him.

'Has he done that before?' He dared to ask, I stay quiet and put my head down. 'omg Lexi, why didn't you tell anyone? How often?'

'Umm, well nearly everyday for the past month, and I didn't tell anyone because I didn't want to lose my only friend. What was I supposed to to? Brake up with him after the first time he done it and lose my only friend? I have no way of making friends, like yes I've got Taylor swift and Ariana grande, Halsey and all them ones but they are famous, when we do anything everyone talks about how we are either doing a cover or just start to spread roomers which I obviously hated' I sigh and he just stands there looking at me

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