*lexis pov*
I told my mum everything that happened before the fit and let's just say that she wasn't too happy with my dad.
I told Michael what happened and explained everything about what triggers me.
My mum also talked to Michael and Ashton cuz they're the closest to me out of the group. She told them what to to and how to act what I take a fit because I don't know what I'm doing, I forget everything, I don't remember anything during it. But I do remember what triggered me.
It's been about 2 weeks after the incident, I had to stay in the hospital for about 2-3 days after it happened just to make sure I'm okay and it was actually the fit and not a suicide attempt, which also triggered me and I was about to throw a fit bit they put a mask on my that made me calm down.
People take my fits really seriously. The doctors knew about them because I've been diagnosed with anger issues/adhd and something else that makes me get triggered and take the fit. It has been taken to consideration that my fits are a lot worse then they're soposed to be.
I haven't been taking the pills that I'm sopose to and my dad also doesn't know that I was prescribed them in first place, my mum just thinks I take them.
There hasn't been much drama between me and my dad but there has been between him and my mum. I hate it.
-skip to the day of tour-
I'm leaving to get the plane to Spain at 1am. It's currently 11pm and the flight is at 3am.
(Outfit above^^^^)
I got changed and packed the last few things that I needed.
I went down and downloaded a few things on my phone that I might watch on Netflix.
Suddenly I got a incoming call from Michael
'Hello, What's up?' I answered
'Hello, lex, and nothing,, can't I just call a wee cutie without a reason' he said making me blush
'Shut up' I whine
'Just date already' I head Ashton shout from across the room
'Fuck off' Michael shouts, throwing his pillow at him. 'What times your plane at?'
'Umm, 3am but I mmmm leaving in about an hour, when's yours?'
'We're leaving at 5am so two hours after you'
'Fun'
'Very' He said and we just stared at each other threw the phone
'What the fuck, it's all your fault' is all I hear coming from downstairs
'Umm Michael I have to go, I'll see you in spain?'
'What's wrong? Is everything okay?'
'Yes it's all good, but I really Nee-' I get caught off my the sound of something smashing 'Sorry Michael I've got to go, have a safe flight'
I finished and hung up
I decided to see if everything's okay.
My dad had become a lot more violent the past week because my mum told him that I've got bipolar disorder and he also found out that I got rushed to the hospital. He's mad because it's "bad for my reputation" .
So apparently my career is more important than my health.
He's got more aggressive towards my mum, he pushed her a few times, here and there but that's about it, so nothing too major.
I sneak downstairs and see my mum walking up to her room
'Mum what's wrong?' I ask when I see her crying
'Please hunny go to your room, I'm okay'
'No mum what's wrong?'
'It's nothing, your dads just a bit angry, please go to your room'
'I will, I'll just get a drink and I'll be quite' I tell her but it's obviously a lie that she believes
'Okay, just please don't annoy him any more'
'I won't' I tell her and Hugh her before she goes upstairs
'I'll come visit in a for weeks I promise' I tell her, kissing her forehead
'I'll miss you hunny, be safe'
'I'll miss you too, I love you'
'I love you too' and with that she went upstairs.
When I hear her door shut I go over to my dad
'Why's mum crying?' I ask him
'I don't know'
'Well you obviously fucking know if your the one to make her cry'
'Watch your language!'
'Or What? What are you gonna fucking do? Huh?' And with that he got closer to me, grabbed my wrists with one of his hands and slapped me, the kicked me till I fell to the ground, finally he punched me with full force making me squeal in agony
It all happened so fast. My mum ran downstairs and picked my up after my dad left to go to outside somewhere.
'Come here hunny, lets get you cleaned up'
She took me to the bathroom and cleaned me up then started to apply make up
'Where'd you get such good make up from?' I ask because of how easily she managed to cover up my red/blood shot eye that is obviously going to end up with a bruise. She didn't answer
'Mum?'
'Hun-'
'Mum, this isn't the first time he's done this is it?'
'N-'
'Mum why didn't you tell me?'
'I didn't want you to worry hunny'
'Mum, you have to leave dad, he can't treat you like this. How long?'
'I don't know'
'How long mum?'
'Since you started to gain a bit of weight at the age of 13/14' she told me and looked down
'How did it miss it?'
'Hunny don't worry, it's just new to you, just enjoy your tour, please don't worry. I'm going away on a business trip again next week for 4 months, I'll let you know where I'm at at all times incase you want to visit but you won't have to worry about me. I promise'
'Mum' I whine and hug her tight
'Sweetheart it's going to be okay, just stay strong. Look Michael and Ashton are gonna be there so is Luke and Calum. I know how good of friends they are. Just trust them. They're going to take care of you for the next while.' She tells me, leading me downstairs with my suitcases and bags that I'm bringing
'Okay mum, just please please stay safe and away from dad till I get back.'
'I will I promise'
I check the time and it's 12:58am meaning I've got to leave now
'I'll see you soon mum, I love you so so so so much'
'I love you too hunny' she gives me a very tight hug and kissed my cheeks and forehead
'I'll miss you'
'I'll miss you too'
