Push - Evril [Evan X Avril]

Chapter 1

(Story takes place/starts in 2003)

Evan's POV

I watched Avril while she played her guitar and sang. We were in the studio which became our hangout place.
I've wanted to tell her how I felt for the longest time, but now is not the time or place for that. She is stressed enough already since the "Try To Shut Me Up" tour is coming to an end, besides I don't even know if she likes me that way as well.
I snapped out of my thoughts when I realzied she stopped playing and sat next to me. I could feel my face turn slightly hot and pink.
"Um..A-Avs?" I stuttered.
"Yeah?"
"You should stop singing and rest a bit, maybe take a nap? You have a concert tonight"
She chuckled a bit and turned to me with that sweet smile of hers. God I love her!
"Look Evan, I really appreciate it but you seem to worry a little too much lately"
"Yeah dude!! We may have started to suspect something" Jesse grinned
"Woah there!! You guys went a little too far!"
"Awe c'mon! You know it's true!" Mark continued to tease me.
I quickly looked at Avril who was laughing the whole time. She then laid her head in my lap, jokingly.
"C'mon guys leave him alone"
I rolled my eyes which made her laugh even more, I was happy about that. I was happy I could make her laugh, happy to be in her presence, happy I can spend as much time as I do with her. She just makes me feel...comeplete.
Avril seemed to notice that I was staring in her ocean blue eyes, so when no one was looking she whispered to me
"It's noticable"

Avril's POV

Evan was acting really strange around me lately so maybe he....NO!! Avril you can't think like that.
Guys seemed to notice it too so they started to tease him. I felt bad but couldn't help it. I laughed so much but stopped when I realized that Evan has been staring into my eyes and his mind was somewhere far from here. When Mark and Jessie weren't looking I quickly whispered to him
"It's noticable"
I felt so so bad for messing around with him like this but he was kind of cute like this.

~time skip until the end of the tour~

Evan's POV

We were hanging out on the skateing field when a brown-haired girl came up to us. She wore baggy trousers, black sneakers and a black short-sleeve shirt. She had straight hair and dark make up. For accessories she had nothing more than a skate board in her hand. It was pretty obvious she was Avril's fan.
"Oh my god!! Are you Avril Lavigne?!"
Avril smiled at her
"Hell yeah I am"
I chuckled at her response
"Can I get an autograph?"
"Sure"
To my surprise she also wanted autographs from me, Mark and Jessie.
"Oh and uh....can I also get a photo with all of you? Please?"
Avril laughed
"I don't know why you ask sis. Of course you can!"
After we took the photo Avril asked the girl
"Oh by the way, what's your name?"
"I'm Chloe" She smiled
"It's very nice to meet ya Chloe!"
She talked with Avril a few more minutes and then, when everyone thought she was leaving she whispered to me
"Hey um... Evan? I know this is not a 'normal' question but....could you give me your number please?"
I was a little shocked when she asked me that, so I stood there for a few seconds, thinking of an excuse.
"Um...I'm sorry but I can't. I-"
"Please Evan! I know it sounds a little over the top but I've wanted to meet you for the longest time! I promise I won't text you constantly!"
I sighed
"Fine..."
Great job Evan...

~2 months later~

Avril's POV

I was laying on the floor, trying to write a song. Lately Evan hasn't been showing up on band practices and he seems a bit distant to all of us. Though, not a long time ago I realized that I started seeing Evan as something more than just a friend. He has gotten into my head and I can't get him out. That's when the lyrics came to me.

La la
La la la la
La la
La la la
I like your smile
I like your vibe
I like your style
But that's not why I love you

And I, I like the way
You're such a star
But that's not why I love you
Hey
Do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel, too?
Do you need, do you need me?
Do you need me?

You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
Yeah the reason I love you is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

La la
La la la la
La la
La la la
I like the way you misbehave
When we get wasted
But that's not why I love you
And how you keep your cool
When I am complicated
But that's not why I love you

Hey
Do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel, too?
Do you need, do you need me?

Do you need me?

You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
And I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
Yeah the reason I love you is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

Yeah - Oh
Oh

Even though we didn't make it through
I am always here for you
Yeah, yeah, yeah

You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
Yeah the reason I love you is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

La la
La la la la (oh oh)
La la
La la la (That's why I love you)

La la
La la la la (oh oh)
La la
La la la (That's why I love you)

It took me a while but I eventually finished the song.
Just in time when everything was done, my phone rang.
I looked at it and it was Evan.
"911 what's your emergency?" I tried not to laugh
"That was lame Avril" He chuckled
"I know. So what's up?"
"Remember that girl Chloe that we met about two months ago?"
"Yeah?"
"We are together now"
I could feel my heart break into tiny pieces and like the whole world around me crashed. I was silent and didn't know what to awnser. I struggled to keep the tears from falling.
"Avril?" I heard him say
"Oh yeah..s-sorry" I sniffed.
"How, when and why?"
"Av...are you okay?"
"I'm fine!! Now awnser!!"
"Okay....well, we hooked up yesterday, I gave her my number the day we met and we hung out a lot"
"So she is the reason why you didn't show up to so many band practices"
"Yeah...sorry..."
I didn't awnser
"Avril...something is wrong"
"It's not I'm fine"
"I know you since middle school, I also know when something is wrong"
"I said I'm fine!"
I hung up before he could say anything else. My heart was just shattered. The heart no one broke before? A heart never given to anyone? How did he manage to break it? I was just confused....He knows her for two months and they instantly start dating??
I cried for what seemed like an eternity and whispered only one name.....

Evan...

Hey guys!! Sorry I made it so sad right in the beginning but I know where the story is going so just stay with me on this okay? I know a LOT of LBS want to read Evril fanfiction and actually I am one of them, but it just seems that on wattpad NONE of the stories are finished so I figured... you know what? Why not just write your own? And that's exactly what I did!!
So imma stop bragging and I hope you enjoyed!!! Byeeee!!!💙💙💙