Why?

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As Neymar had said we went and practiced some football at camp Nou after breakfast.

We practiced a lot of skills and tricks before it happend.

I accidentially triped on my feet, and when he was going to help me up he saw them.

The bracelets had moved from it's original place over the scars.

He saw them. As soon as he did he stopped. His whole body frooze.

I was scared about how he was going to react when he found out. But I didn't want him to find out this way.

I'm Not sure why or how it happend but it happend.

He saw them.

After a fiew seconds his face changed to a sad expression.

"I'm sorry", I automatically said looking down. It came naturally, always apolegize for everything it came naturally after my life with the kidnappers. They made me apolegize for everything so here I was apologizing for whatever I was apologizing for.

"Don't apolegize to me, you should be apologizing to yourself, for hurting yourself, your beautiful self.", he said looking me deep in the eyes before taking my wrist in his hands. I sighed, if it only were that simple...

Then I felt something on my wrist. I looked at it to see Neymar kissing each and everyone of the scares. I looked at him unsure what to say about his action.

"What are you doing?", I asked him, why would he kiss my scares? He continued to kiss my scares until he had kissed all of them. He looked up and deep into my eyes.

"I'm making up for Every time I wasn't there for you when you needed me.", he said and I sighed.

"But I didn't even know you all of the times I cut", I said still confused why he would do such a kind thing.

"I still should've been there, but I want you to promise me something.."

"Promise you what?"

"Never hurt yourself like this again ok? You don't deserve being hurt"

"I'm not sure if I can."

"Promise."

"Alright, I promise."

I hoped I would be able to keep that promise, but I wasn't sure...

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A/N: MEEEEP NEW VERY BAD CHAPTER BUT MEH ONLY FOR YOU MUFFINS BTW THE GAME THIS SATURDAY WAS AMAZING!!! MESSI DID TWO ASSISTS AND THE SCORER WAS OFCOURSE THE ONE AND ONLY NEYMAR SO YEAH ANYWAYS WHO'S WATCHING CHAMPIONS LEAGUE ON WEDNESDAY?! I AM EXCITED!! ANYWAYS BYE LOVE YOU

BTW WROTE THIS CHAPTER LIKE A FIEW DAYS AGO TODAY IS WEDNESDAY BTW AND DID YOU WATCH THE GAME MESSI DID ANOTHER ASSIST THE SCORER WAS PIQUÉ AND YEAH IT WAS GREAT AND I ATE PRINGLES THOUGH YOU MIGHT WANTED TO KNOW BUT MEH NEVERMIND I'M GOING TO TRY AND UPDATE LIKE ALOT BUT I HAVE SCHOOL AND SHIT SO YEAH WELL BYE FOR NOW MUFFINS

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