Escape

You only think about the bad things

((HAI!! I've decided to write Some chapters in 3rd pov and Some in normal/characters pov XD))

Lionel did not now what to think when Neymar had told him the news. She had almost done it again.

He stared at his sister softly. He knew she had Been depressed in the past, but now? He thought she was happy, but now he thought differently.

What he did not know was that she was infact happy, sort of. She was happy whenever she was with them.

Her brother and her boyfriend was the only reasons she was still alive. Her fans was ofcourse also a reason. But then what kept her down was the thoughts. It was like she could never get ride of those terrible thoughts.

The thoughts about Her kidnappers, and the thoughts about cutting, she could never get rid of those unless she was with them.

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She could feel their eyes burning into her neck and all her movements as she prepared some breakfast. Last night she had fallen asleep on the couch.

Leo decided to stay the night, just incase she decided to do something else. She sighed as she continued making the breakfast.

Now they would never let her out of their sight. Ofcourse she loved them both with all her heart but this was to much.

"You only think about the bad things don't you?", she mumbled, but both Lionel and Neymar had heard her words.

"What do you mean", Neymar asked softly looking confused at Lionel, who was just as confused.

"I did not do anything, I resisted the urge, yet here you Are watching my every move!", she was angry on herself for being mad at them, she knew they just wanted to protect her but she hated it.

"We mean no harm sister, We're just worried.", Lionel said carefully not to pull a string on his sister. She sighed, they would never understand. She had realised things in hear years of being tortured by her kidnappers. She realised happiness was nothing for her. It was to good for her.

She was just herself.

"I know, I'm sorry", she sighed. The doctors had stated that she was completely fine and not sick. But was she really healthy? In her head she wasn't. She sighed again when she realised she had practice in just two hours.

"I have practice today.", she stated turning around and looking at her Brother and Boyfriend.

"I could drive you there", Neymar offered. She gave him a small smile.

"Thank you.", she made her way upstairs to prepare herself for another practice with the team, she was not about to quit her football carrier because of something so stupid as depression. Athleast she thought it was stupid to be depressed, sadly she could not help it.

Lionel was about to follow his sister when Neymar stopped him.

"You heard her mate, we only think about the bad things, we should athleast give her some privacy", Neymar hated himself for stopping Lionel but he knew that was the best for Macy.

Lionel nodded.

"I guess you're right", Lionel sighed,

He hoped his sister would not do anything stupid. Even if it was only a minute since his sister had walked upstairs to change he was worried.

He always would Worry about his little sister.

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A/N: HAI OK SO YEAH I THINK NEXT CHAPPIE WILL BE IN MACY'S POV AND STUFF BUT YEAH ANOTHER FAB CHAPPIE FOR YAH MUFFINS