Stepbrothers • A BTS Dirty Fanfiction

Chapter 22

I started getting sick of watching Jimin and Shanice flirting and Meghan doing the same with the rest so I decided I wanted to go home. It was 4pm anyway and I told Josh I was gonna meet him after school. I grab my coat and bag and head for the door when I feel a hand on my lower back.

"Where are you going?" I hear Yoongi say. I turn around and try to block the image of Jimin and Shanice play fighting behind Yoongi out of my head but I couldn't.

"I just don't want to be here anymore ok? And I have somewhere to be" I say, opening the door. I smile at him and he smiles back before running back to the surrounded girls and the rest of the boys. I head out of the reception area and called a car to pick me up. It was a long, silent trip home as I thought over some things. Bad things.

I am never gonna be allowed to fall in love with them. They're my step brothers! But then why do I feel so fucking close to them? Like we were meant to be together!? Suddenly, my phone bleeps.

Where u at? I have been waiting for 30 minutes

On my way now x

I sigh and rest my head on the window. Hopefully Josh understands. I mean... At least I am not related to them by blood. You know... The situation could be way worse. I roll my eyes as I thank the driver. I just need to calm down.

I turn the corner to see Josh in his stylish black and red jacket that he always used to give me. Wow. He still wears it after all this time. As I get to him his face shoots up and his smile lightens. I smile with him as I go in for a hug. His height complimented mine perfectly. As soon as we embraced, I was taken back to when we were together. I coughed to try and snap back to reality. I can't like him anymore.

Josh's POV

I can't like her anymore. But she looks so adorable, it's hard for me to stop liking her. I brought my jacket just in case it gets cold and then I can put it around her like old times. I miss her so much. I wish my dad didn't have to move to New York, because then me and Y/n would still be together.

Suddenly, I see her walk around the corner and I inhale deeply and shoot her a warming smile. She shoots one back and all my nerves flow out of me. She goes in for a hug and I bow down to her height. She was so cute. I come back up and open the door to the cafe.

Y/n's POV

We sat down in a cute little 2 person table area and for some reason I kept flipping my hair every 2 seconds and I couldn't stand still. Ugh. He looks at me with his beautiful brown eyes and smiles.

"You ok?" He says, referring to how active I was being.

"Yeah I'm fine..." I say, getting even more nervous. I slouch in my seat and puff up my cheeks until the waiter came over.

There was small talk here and there until he finally got to the part I was dreading. He sat up and got closer to me.

"Ok listen...and I don't want you to feel at all pressured answering or talking about anything I say now but...I..I just want an answer ok?" He says, grabbing my hands and interlocking his fingers with them. I blushed hard but I didn't feel it as I was taken over by the drug wash of nervousness. I knew what he was gonna say. I think he could feel my hands shaking as he started rubbing my thumb with his gently to calm me down. I breathe out and take my hands away, putting them in between my thighs. Even though I just watched Jimin basically eye fuck Shanice, I still couldn't do it. I felt guilty. He blushed of embarrassment and holds his hands together. There was awkward silence.

"Oh its not you by the way...I just feel guilty about-"

"Look I know about you and your step brothers" He says, staring into my eyes. I look into his and gulp loudly in embarrassment. It sounds so stupid out loud. I throw my head down onto the table and let out a groan.

"I'm such a bad person" I mumble, as tears start to form. He grabs my hand again and holds it against the table.

"No you're not. This is what I came here to talk to you about. You don't need to worry. It's not typically something I would do but I don't think its wrong and it's your decision, not mine and I have to respect that." He whispers, stroking my hair. I missed him and his talks so much. I lift my head and hug him from across the table. Tears filled my eyes as I felt relieved that what was playing on my mind the whole day, making me sick to death, was finally resolved.

"Thank you so much" I say, pulling my hair away from my face.

"No problem, and if you ever have any problems or worries about it, know that I will be here for you. And I won't tell anyone. I promise" He whispers. I smile as I watch the moon glint in his eye. He is such a good friend.

Josh's POV

I think I love her again...

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