Chapter 5 - Confidence

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So sorry this is late..!

Don't play the song till it says!

P.S. I just noticed how my life in real life is a whole entire Wattpad story...😂

~ 5 ~
I was blushing slightly.

There was no way I was going to admit that this annoying boy could make me blush.

I recovered quickly and grabbed my bag by the piano just before walking out. "Do what you want, but don't except me to talk to you." I said as I walked by Forest. He walked out with me. It made me nervous and mad at the same time. One because he was just walking, not saying anything and two he was right beside me. After I just told him I would not be talking to him.

So I walked faster than before to my next class. I got there and sat down at my normal seat. "Hey class! Stand up and walk to the front of the room we're getting new seats." Ms. Amour cheered as the late bell rang. Everyone groaned and slowly walked to the front of the room like slugs.

I stood there waiting for my name to be called to a seat. "Vanya table 8." I nodded and made way to the table. It was empty! Hopefully it would stay that way.

After a little while of spacing out I heard the chair next to my move.

Ugh...I really wanted a seat to myself!

I turned to look at my neighbor and partner for upcoming projects.

Forest! What the FUCK!

Life just likes to screw with me. Goodness...can I not catch a break. I mean my God let me just die!

Okay I'm being dramatic, but still I wanted to avoid him not be friends.

"You know we still have to do the project and it's due when we get back from break." He whispered and my eyes went wide.

Shit! I totally forgot about the project. "Fine, then after that leave me alone!" I mumbled harshly. "No can do my dear Vanya. As I said I'm going to keep talking to you." He smirked and wrote the notes the teacher had on the board in his journal.

Someone kill me now!

~ 5 ~
I was at Forest's house in his room doing the stupid project!

The silence was highly uncomfortable but I didn't bother to talk. "What equations did you get for number two." I asked.

Just because I'm not talking to him doesn't mean I'm not doing the project. I always get good grades and I'm not stopping for him.

"I can't really get it." He whined like some little kid.

"Gosh! We've been here for about an hour and I already finished my part. And you haven't even started on yours! Jeez! Can you be anymore stupid." I spit.

He pouted and crossed his arms over his chest.

Haha...cute!

Wait what...no!

"Just because your all smart doesn't mean you have to be rude. I'm just confused. Canyouteachme?" He said the last part in a blur. "English please!" I rolled my eyes. "Can you teach me?" He whispered, I rolled my eyes and mumbled a 'fine'.

~ 5 ~
"Now do you get it!" I monotoned ready for this to be over. "Yea! You're really smart!" He jumped up like a little kid.

He is so cute! No...not!

"FOREST!" Someone yelled from downstairs. "Oh. Shit. I forgot my mom and dad were home." He mumbled.

We walked downstairs together and saw his parents in the kitchen talking. We walked in and they looked over at us with wide eyes.

"Jeez, we know our kid was a horny boy! And he always gets the easy ones too." His mom said.

I cocked my eyebrow at her ready to scream. "Mom stop! She's only here for a project. And no one can tell if your being serious or funny. This is Vanya." He groaned out rolling his eyes.

I looked at him then his parents who were smiling. "Hey! Sorry we joke around a lot. I'm Jessie!" His mom said. "Hello. I'm Roger but you can call me Rog." His dad shook my hand with a firm grip.

I smiled politely and walked to the door. "Aren't you going to stay for dinner!" Jessie asked.

Maybe I should. I mean my mom would mostly likely be home and I don't want to deal with her.

So I will.

"I guess I could stay for supper!" I replied happily, knowing my mom would be too drunk and would be out like a light by the time I got home.

I sat at the dinner table as Forest looked at me with fear in his eyes.

What?

I dismissed the thought and continued to seat myself. "So what is this project y'all are working on?" Jessie asked smirking a little. Weird? "It's chemical equations for our Ap chemistry class." Forest said. I just nodded and ate little bites of the spaghetti Jessie made. "Vanya. What kind of hobbies are you into?" Rog now asked.

Why do I feel like I'm being interrogated?

"Um...I like to sing but I'm not in choir. I hate the songs they do. It's all in Latin and I'm bad at memorizing different languages." I stated feeling the gazes to be to much, even for me!

"Oh well. But listen-" Oh no I don't like this.

"-You seem like a very sweet girl and everything but we want our son to be with someone who has a bit more personality. And you well I don't know how to put it-" Rog said calmly.

I could literally feel the anger fuming off of Forest but it did NOT compare to mine. "Oh so what your trying to say is that I'm too fat to be with your son! Well congrats...I hate him. You can have your annoying ass son and that stick that you have and shove it up your ass!" I yelled slamming my hand on the table. I walked out of the dining room and got my bag out of the living room.

I stuck the middle finger up to him and his family.

(Play Song)

I walked out to the chill breeze that was blowing.

I walked for what seemed to be a long time.

I cried for what seemed to be a long time.

I thought about a lot of scenarios that could be played out for a long time.

Then I decided. Tomorrow I'm skipping school.

I HAVE GOT TO START MY PLAN!

There's only so much you can take before two things happen. One you kill yourself and two you change your appearance.

So since I'm too scared to die. I'll go with option two. I already finished the project a long time ago. As I said I'm a very hard worker.

~ 5 ~
Day one! And I'm up in a flash. I wake up at 6 on the dot and put on my baggy shirt and workout leggings. This hides most of the fat I have. Anyway I make my way out of the house and jog.

I didn't know where I was going but, that didn't matter all I wanted to do was lose weight.

That's all that mattered.

After my jog I went home and filled my gallon jug with nice cold ice water and slurped it down.

These 3 weeks were going to be tough!

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