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The funeral was held two days later.
Jimin didn't spend time with Jungkook and Taehyung. He would leave the room when one of them came in. Taehyung understood he wanted to be alone, but Jungkook hated it. He wanted to comfort him and it was so weird not hearing him talk all the time.
Everyone got dressed in silence. Jungkook kept glancing at Jimin as he put on his black attire. Taehyung gave him a sad look, touching his shoulder, "We'll be out in the car, okay?"
Jimin just nods and buckled his belt. Taehyung grabs Jungkook's hand and they walk out the room. Jimin stares at the floor, his mind racing with the fact that he will never see his mother again.
Jimin turns to the mirror and looks at himself. His black turtleneck clings to him like skin, his black jeans and shoes blending in. Jimin grabs his jacket and sighs.
Jimin had his mother's eyes. It was hard to look into them.
Jimin walks out.
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It was windy outside, the sun setting as everyone stood around an open grave. Jimin stood in between his boyfriends who were giving him sad looks.
Everyone was there, along with family and friends of his parents. Mr. Park was stone cold as he watched the preacher talk. Jimin wasn't even listening.
Once the coffin started to get lowered, Jimin just thought about all the memories he had with his mom. He regrets not spending more time with her. The whole hooking him up thing had made him distant from her and it hurt.
Jimin silently cried, the funeral finally coming to and end. Jimin sobbed as everyone started to walk away. Taehyung was immediately hugging his side.
Jungkook stood in front of him, rubbing the back of his neck, "It's okay," he whispers.
Jimin slapped his hand away, making Taehyung let go as Jimin yelled. "No! This is your fault!" Jimin snaps at Jungkook, "she's dead because of you!"
Jungkook looks at Jimin in shock, but Jimin just turns and angrily walks away. Taehyung watches with his mouth agape.
They have never seen Jimin like this before.
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Jungkook asked Taehyung to stay in the living room with the guest because he knew there would be yelling. Jungkook walked upstairs, pausing at the bedroom door.
Jungkook opened it, seeing Jimin throwing his shirt off as he grabbed a t-shirt. Jimin looked over, frowning.
"What was that back there?" Jungkook asks, the door shutting behind him.
Jimin turns and narrows his eyes. "The truth."
Jungkook walks closer, "You think it was my fault? Really?"
"I do."
Jungkook grabs Jimin's arm and makes him look at him, "Why?"
Jimin tries to yank away, but Jungkook doesn't let him. "Because! You got involved with that stupid gang! Could you just have been a normal kid for once? Why do you always have to be the bad boy?"
"You think I chose to get involved!?" Jungkook raises his voice, "I tried everything to not be but Siheon told them about you! They used you to get me to obey them!" Jungkook says.
"Siheon," Jimin whispers distaste, "You're the one that followed him."
Jungkook's eyes water and he lets Jimin go. Jungkook steps back, "There's nothing I can say. You WANT to blame me."
"I'm not blaming if it's true."
Jungkook looks away, "You think I wanted this to happen? I tried to save you."
"You didn't," Jimin says, "this is what you get for thinking everyone needs you to save them. Just leave me alone, Jungkook."
Jungkook sees the seriousness in Jimin's eyes.
"Jimin, please."
"I don't have my mom. You don't get me."
Jungkook's heart tightens and he quickly turns and walks out the door with a slam.
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Jungkook rushes downstairs, weaving through the people, his eyes filled with tears. Taehyung jumps in front of him, "What happen?"
"I made it worse," Jungkook sniffles.
Taehyung sighs sadly, "It will be okay."
"No. It won't. Now please leave me alone. I need to get out of here."
"Let me come with you," Taehyung says, grabbing his hand.
"No. Stay with Jimin. I'll be okay. I just need to leave," Jungkook says, removing his hand and walking to the front door.
Taehyung frowns and watches Jungkook walk out.
Taehyung looked around the full room, avoiding his friends worried looks and rushed upstairs.
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