I returned back home, my heart was broken, it seems like i felt part of me with them … It was never my attention to hurt Ronnie… Andy is a nice guy, we were both drunk, and it happened … I took a deep breath before i entered my Home… [Here in Portugal we say Lar Doce Lar, i don’t now how you say that in English so… Yeah xD]
Me: Angie… I’m home!
Angie: BIITCCCH
She screamed as loud as she can (of course) and starting running in my direction, ready to hug me, ergh, i missed here, it sucks to be without here…
Angie: Baby… What was that on the phone…?
Me: … Oh… That …
Angie: That’s the reason why you’re here right?
Me: … I’m a piece of shit…
Angie: Babe, you’re not a piece of shit, things like that happen…
Me: But he didn’t deserve them! He is actually a sweat guy… And i like him, but… I don’t feel the fire inside me, the first time we kissed… I felt it, he challenged me, now… It was all so easy… When Andy appeared, he gave me “the look”, he blinked me, he flirted, i… It was so… In the end of the night we were both really drunk, and it simply happened… It was all my fault
Angie: Katie, look at me in the eyes, do you LIKE Ronnie?
Me: Yes…
Angie: Did you feel something when you and Andy made out or the hell you did?
Me: (…) Kind of, i guess
Angie: What did you feel?
Me: I … I don’t know, Andy is the part that is missing in Ronnie, the passion, the looks, the smirks…
Angie: So you’re like attracted to him?
Me: No, i don’t think so… I like Ronnie, i really do
Angie: But babe, Ronnie doesn’t like you, he LOVES you, and you broke his heart… We weren’t made for each other, and Andy made your heart feel complete, and that’s good! Maybe you should talk to Andy more often… Maybe you can become good friends!
Me: Hm, maybe your right Angie, i’m going to talk to Andy!
Angie: Common, shear up! Let’s have some fun
I laughed: Hell yeah!
Angie was such a good support, maybe she was right, maybe Andy came in a good time! But still…I’m going to text Ronnie later, apologizing.
We had a blast! We made a bunch of shitty fast food, played Wii, and watched some movies… I felt kind of bad because i fell asleep in the middle of the movie >.<
Angie: Honey, you have a message
Me: Erh… A MESSAGE?
I jumped out of the couch and grabbed my phone, it was from Andy
Angie: Who is it, who is it?
Me: It’s Andy, calm down
Angie: UHH, answer, answer, answer!
Andy: Hey Katie (:
Me: Heey you (:
Andy: Look, i wanted to apologize … I was really drunk, i’m so sorry… I know that you and Ronnie break up… I talked to Ronnie…
Me: Same, i’m sorry Andy… I hope you and Ronnie are still friends…
Andy: We are honey, i talked to him… I kind of argued with him…
Me: I’m so sorry Andy :’x
Andy: It was not because of our “little night”, i argued with him because he gave me a change and forgave me, but he doesn’t want to forgive you…
Me: Oh… I see…
Andy: You like him don’t you?
Ergh, you know what… I’m sick of this shit, i’m not going to mess up my life because of him…
Me: No… I likED him… But now…It all became a stupid argue…
Andy: Please give him a chance Katie, he likes you, and he needs you…
Me: Andy, i have to move on with my life, i don't want to make him suffer... He doesn't deserve it, that's why i'm not getting back to him... But let's change topic...
Andy: I understand… So…Did you… Hm… Like the other night?
Me: LOL, you bastard xD I guess, a little bit
Andy: Eheh, i don’t remember a lot of it, i’m sorry xD But i bet it was nice C:
Me: You shouldn’t be so attractive, it was all your fault you sexy bastard xD
Andy: Well thank you xD So, do you want to hang out sometime?
Me: I would love 2 (:
Andy: Great! Tomorrow at six?
Me: Yeaah :D
Andy: I see you tomorrow then… Bye <3
Me: Byezzis <3
Angie: You’re a little dumb bitch aren’t you?
Me: What?
Angie: Katie, you’re not a stupid girl, don’t you see Andy is playing little games with you? I bet Ronnie didn’t forgive him and he’s just saying bullshit so you two can date!
Me: Angie, what’s your problem? Andy is a nice guy…
Angie: You know what? Never mind, I don’t care, go on a date with him, suffer even more.
Me: Damn bitch, what’s your problem?
Angie: My problem is that you don’t see that Andy is being all nice and cute so you two can date, did you forget Ronnie all the sudden?
Me: Maybe i did! He doesn’t even want to forgive me!
Angie: Katie, stop, that’s bullshit, I bet Andy didn’t even talk to him!
Me: I don’t care, let’s stop talking about it please…
