"leaves fall from the tallest trees, even mountains crumble into the see, holding onto memories and i can't let go"
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1 year ago
1:30am
ethan dolan truly is unforgettable. everything about him just has this way of engraving its way into a persons brain. the way his mouth opens before he laughs, the way his lips pull into a smirk before he says something that he knows will piss you off, and even the way he runs his tongue over his lips when he's concentrated.
within three hours of knowing him i have already picked up on all of these things, and i know that he's bound to be heart breaker. how else could someone be this...perfect?
he's funny, he's smart, and he's kind. he has certain quirks about him that makes me feel a little less weird, but he wouldn't make anyone feel bad about having quirks even if he didn't have a long set of his own because that's just how kind he is.
within hours of knowing him i have a few ideas of how this night is going to end. one, he's going to drop me off at my apartment and never talk to me again. two, we're going to end up talking for a while before he realizes that he doesn't want a relationship. or three (this one i don't see at all), he's going to drop me off at my apartment, we fall in love, and actually end up dating.
i obviously don't want to think about the end of this night, but i have to be realistic. i've always been a hopeless romantic which has always come back to bite me in the ass, so i can't get too attached to ethan. it's not going to be a pretty ending if i'm not realistic about it.
"what do you want to do next?" ethan asks me as he opens the driver door of his car.
the beach's security ended up finding us while we were staring at the stars and he was forced to get dressed as fast as he could, which i have to admit is pretty damn fast. he had all of his clothes on except his shirt within seconds, and draped his shirt around his neck like it's a towel.
when he sits down in the drivers seat he looks at me deviously. his eyebrows raise and his lips fall into a smirk before he asks me the next question without letting me answer the first,
"wanna drive?"
