*Discontinued* Masquerade~Haitus (Needs Rewritting)

9. Virgil

"This is all pointless!" I groaned as I popped up. I crossed my arms and scowled seeing everyone around fighting. "Why not just forget about all this and go back to bed?" That's what I want to do anyway. I glanced over at Roman to see him looking over at me with this concerned expression. I narrowed my eyes in confusion and he quickly looked away.

"Oh look, Doctor gloom with more of his horrible advice." Roman said he rolled his eyes. "Why are you even here, Anxiety?" Why am I here, Roman? I wanted to leave. It's just more of the same crap. I'm here because you wrote me in the script. I'm here because despite your obvious dislike of me you keep including me in everything. "We didn't call you?

"You all fighting like cats and dogs. Did you really think I would just ignore that? Not on your life, Princy!" He glared me and I smirked as if I was enjoying all of this. I'm not. I'm tired. I'm dizzy. I'm... maybe I should have eaten. It has been... a while... since I had anything.

"Well, maybe if Logic over there would stop being such a party pooper, we could actually get somewhere." Roman dramatically flung his arms in the air and I flinched slightly as my head began to spin. Everything was going in and out of focus. I stood there trying to focus on anything but with everything so... I don't know. I felt like I wasn't fully there.

"Well, If Princy wasn't so impulsive maybe we would be able to..." I fell back into the steps causing Logan to jump slightly. Thomas looked over at me and I could feel my anxiety build. I haven't been eating or sleeping and now I'm paying the price. It just had to be during a damn video to. Just another reason for Roman to yell at me. "... give Thomas some actual advice." Logan wasted no time in jumping right back into it, as if I never caused him to lose his thoughts. I held my head in my hands as the world started to go all wanky.

"What does Thomas what to do?" Patton's voice came through the fog and I smiled. I don't understand what it is but hearing him always make things a little better. At least emotionally anyway. I was starting to see doubles and It took everything I had to be able to breathe. I was already starting to panic. I can't stay because I'm sick. But I can't leave because... because I'll ruin the video. I'll ruin it either way.

"I-I don't know."

"I'll tell you what to do... NOTHING!" I winced at my own voice as I yelled. " What's the point anyway? You're just going to go out there to what... socialize? Good luck with that." I tried to blink the blurred haze away but nothing. I shook my head and stood up putting my hands in my pockets and acting as if nothing was wrong. Praying... no one noticed something was wrong. "All those people? What if some stranger tried to talk to you? What if you got all tongue-tied and said something embarrassing? What if they didn't' speak English and you could actually give them an answer? What if you got lost..."

"OK ENOUGH OF THAT!" Roman yelled causing me to jump and lose my balance. I fell back again on to the step and I groaned. The sooner this video is over the sooner I can go back to resting. "Thomas might actually enjoy going to... it... be goo... I mean... Inspirational!" I narrowed my eyes as I struggled to hear what they were saying. It was blending into the haze and I could feel the panic building.

"Rom... ink may... mas should... don't you?"

"I think he should... ore on... and efficiency. It's his... os that... and... fans that..." I fell onto my knees and everyone froze. I gripped my chest tight as my lung began to burn. The black began to creep in and I couldn't even focus my thoughts enough to ask for help. 

"Anxiety?" I looked up at everyone... I say looked but really I only moved my head up. Everything was so hazy I could see them. I tried to say something but nothing was coming out and the black only crept further in. I felt someone wrap their arms around me and suddenly everything went dark.