Hybrid (A BTS FanFic)

Chapter Twenty One

Lyla's Point Of View

I ran.

And ran.

And ran.

Tears

Flying into the wind.

Tears

Drowning me

Tears

Exposing me

I'm

I'm doing it.

The minute

Second

I get home

But do I even have a home?

Or is it a prison

A cell, tying me to this place.

Everything's black

Black and White

And dull

Everything is so

Blank

I don't have a home.

Dylan,

Was my home

But

He hates me

I cant face him again

Never

Again

I've lost my home

Drew,

My dear brother

I'm sorry

I lost you

It was my fault

And now

You're going to lose me too

I'm sorry

Anna,

I'm sorry

Why couldn't I be more like you?

You were the perfect daughter

So perfect

In every

Single

Way

You left me with mom and dad.

I don't blame you

I wish I could've done the same

I told you to take me with you

I needed to pay for what I let happen

But

You paid for me

It's not fair!

I'm sorry for yelling

I know you are sensitive to loud noises

I guess I'll always be the bratty little sister

I'm sorry

Mama,

Mama don't look at me

I'm not the same girl you kissed goodbye years ago

When you left me and Dad.

Everything

Changed

I changed.

For the worse

Why couldn't the cancer could've chosen me instead of you?

You did nothing wrong

I only cause harm

You were so perfect Mama

Just like Anna

I never should've been born

I'm just a

Mistake

I'm sorry

Papa,

I'm sorry

Why did you abandon me

I needed you

But you were so cold towards me

You were the only one who saw me for who I really am

A Monster

You knew it was my fault

You made me pay for it

Thank you

I deserved it

I'll leave you forever now

I wont bother you anymore

Stay strong Papa

I'm sorry for killing your family

I'm sorry