Oxymorons

I'd fall anyway

I am anxious
My heart is stressed
My mind, running with depressed thoughts
But I like to focus on you and let the pain and mess bleed into the river of love
I love you selfishly to keep my hardships at Bay
I am a coward, I am sorry
But I honestly love you from the bottomless pits of my heart
Even if I was all sunshine and rainbows
I'd still fall for you everyday