Dazed
Staring at my ceiling yet again
Earphones plugged in
White noise
Loud
And through it all I am back to that memory
Something you did that made my heart beat
I miss you again
I probably don't
It's just I miss the idea of you
The perfect guy
Or so you made yourself appear to be
The way your sweet tongue had me hooked onto your words
Nothing about us was perfect
You and I
We barely ever agreed on something
We fought
And again and yet I miss those days
Your witty remarks
You and the way you always have me wonder if you were a genius or just a narcissist
I don't even know anymore what I am trying to say here
But you see
That
IDK
I am sorry
I'll leave now
I am tired
I will just sleep...
Maybe you're better off without me....,
I am only murmurs in the background of that song you once loved,.... I don't even know who I am.... All I do is apologise..., I am sorry again.,
