Why did you do what you did?
I started trusting you and liking you
Why did you make me feel unwanted?
Oh don't pretend you didn't,
No wonder you always left me behind and sat away from me
Leaving me wondering if I am at fault
Poking at my insecurities, I want to run, far far away
I almost burst into tears when my brain finally put two and two together
I pretended I still liked you
But promise I just want away from you all
You convinced me to open up, but then when I did you finished off with uprooting my budding trust
I despise love and friendship
Those words leave a bitter after taste on my tongue
Especially when associated with you
I'll never tell it to your face but I don't consider you my friend, and I don't hate you either
I'll take this to my grave
I'll keep it a secret forever
But I'll write it so I feel a little better
And to tell you leaving you guys was the best decision I had made,
Like uprooting weeds from a freshly sown flower bed
No more poison in my life
I have finally learned how make good friends again
And it's no longer bitter
I am finally learning to believe in others
So thank you, and I'll still continue to pretend to be a friend
But soon I'll vanish, and you won't even know where...
