Why is it that everyone leaves me in the end
Am I to blame for it all?
It's me isn't it?
I am tired of myself
These days I just want to end it all
And then I remember
That's not my peace either and try all over again
But it's so hard
These battles in my head
All this black bloodshed
All these muddled thoughts
I am so confused and tired and restless
I am cold
And alone
Someone please hold my frozen hand
Someone anyone light up these paths that seem to lead me nowhere
In circles I roam about,...
Trying to find my reason
And salvation
