City Fool // Spam book

IM BACK BITCHES

Ok...

It has been over a month since I last came on this app. As you guys know, I left because this app was too toxic for me to handle and people were far too toxic on here and it just ruined my life and sucked the fun out of my passion for writing basically.

Well I've had just over a month to help sort my health out, both mentally and physically and the process has been successful so far. I'm not entirely there but with all the therapy and the positivity and everything I definitely feel a lot more happy. So happy that I think I can deal with the toxicity of this app again.

I miss writing and reading and just being able to put a smile on your gorgeous faces and the support you give me just melts my heart. YOU, the person reading this, you always make me so happy and you remind me of why I actually got into writing to begin with. I love being able to escape form reality, I love being able to connect with the reader emotionally and make them feel what the character feels. It makes me feel like such a successful writer to be able to connect with the reader that much through my writing. You have no idea how amazing it was to hear so much positive feedback on my books and to be Abel to know that I, a 16 year old nobody was able to make someone's day a little bit better and more bearable. ❤️

It still amazes that people were still reading my books whilst I was away and commenting and just showing me so much love. ❤️ I- You guys just honestly have my whole entire heart, and all of my uwu's 😍 To come back to over 1k+ notifications that were all positive and all supporting despite all the shit that has happened to me on this toxic app is honestly so heart warming and it actually gives me hope that this app won't be toxic anymore. It gives me hope that people will leave me alone, it gives me hope that I will stop getting rude and mean ass dm's and harassment. It's just- wow, it's 4am and I've been sat here, crying my eyes out at all your fucking lovely messages and comments and dm's and Instagram messages and my gosh. 😭😍 I want to give each and every single one of you a MASSIVE hug. I didn't skip any notification, I scrolled right the way to the bottom and read every single comment, read every single message. I just can't thank you enough for continuing to love my stories and writing me such lovely things even whilst I'm gone...

I-

I just have no more words. I honestly can't thank you enough.

I've made mistakes and I've learnt from those mistakes. I've been a dumb and reckless 15-16 year old and let jealous people, fake people and haters get the better of me. That's changing now ❤️ I will no longer be this massive bitch haters make me out to be, I will no longer take shit from anyone. But if I defend myself against anything, don't go crying away and playing victim because I'm not starting drama with any petty ass person and if it's irrelevant and petty then you will straight be blocked and ignored and if you continue then don't put all the blame on me for defending myself because it's what EVERYONE does. 🤷‍♀️ just making that clear to every single person on this app, be mature about issues and dm me them instead of being petty and getting others to fight your battles when simple issues can be solved in an unproblematic way of a simple, polite dm. If that doesn't happen and someone is trying to get clout from me by trying to start shit you will just be IGNORED and that is final cause I ain't dealing with your childish petty behaviour. I'm not your mother and I sure as hell am not a babysitter so deal with problems properly, maturely and like an adult or simply leave me the fuck alone....simple as.

And with that I will leave now to get some sleep.

Speak to you beauty queens in the morning ❤️❤️

Have a great day and remember that you ARE loved, you ARE worth it, you ARE beautiful and most importantly you ARE good enough to stay on this planet ❤️

Keep your chin up queen, your crown is falling ❤️

- Mollie xox